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To learn, is to truly live.

I don't know if anyone has ever said that, but I'm saying it now....
Today I watched a movie that was extremely insightful. There's all sorts of wonderful theories and information in that movie, but it lead me on a wonderful introspective journey full of revelations that I feel great need to write about....
what the hell am i doing? am i ruining everything around me? where am i going? who am i? what makes me me? is there any point to any of this?...

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what are you doing?

stop trying to find something in everything.

we're tired of the limbo....
Do we all just figure out ways to relieve an acceptable portion of the surface stress and carry on with all of the same problems that have been layered and dug in to us since birth?...
Zane gets a crush on a cute girl from work. Zane cannot seem to figure out how this girl feels about Zane, but knows it's too soon to tell anyway and jumps on along for the ride....
ranting about feeling misunderstood, about being raped/molested repeatedly, and going insane, worry for the near future, and closing it off with the bright sides of the day....
i did tell myself when i ranted i would rave, and being super-pissed is no excuse. i do want to be better. so im gonna try to rave....
Another post in which I write letters to people that I will never send. Un-receiving recipients include: best friend, ex-boyfriend, stupid fucking asshole, and crackhead who stole my purse....
in this post, like every other post, i rant about everything i hate in my life and then analyze and explain the recent events that stick out to me since my last post. This one is long....
Ranting about my horrible sleeping problems and being around my best friend/girlfriend thing too much....
general rambling...
I dont think I've written in a while. Well here I am, trippin out. I was thinking about updating whats been going on recently but I really gotta vent this out right now......
mostly rambling on about how lovely things have been lately with the mostly-boyfriend, and how in love with him i am. surprisingly, i've been sustaining a decent mood all day since yesterday. seems things are starting to pick up a bit. it's nice =D...
i'm reading the comments (thank you!!), and they are getting through to my head lol. so let's try a little experiment. for every time i rant about my life, i will rave about what i can as well!

so today i ranted about being lonely and bored.....
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