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Conservative Christian in love with his wife, but strongly attracted to another woman.
whoisit4
posted on Jun 09, 2008
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I ran into an old flame this weekend. She's the daughter of the pastor that married me and my wife. Her mom was directing a wedding that I was playing for and she was helping out. She just got her doctorates and landed a high-level job implementing and... read entire post
whoisit4
posted on May 28, 2008
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Faith was out of sorts again this week. We pretty much ignored each other again. If she didn't ignore me, I wouldn't think she likes me so much. I've gone through bad bouts of depression in recent months, but this last month I've been pretty happy. What... read entire post
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posted on May 22, 2008
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I would be happy merely being friends with Faith. I think Faith would be happy merely being friends with me.Actually, I think we're both wrong.
I want Faith to be happy. If she finds another man, I would be happy for her, but to... read entire post
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posted on May 16, 2008
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I've suspected that she has been. Her friend from across the country found me on my regular blog some time ago and has made friends with me. Just before this she had visited Faith and came to church. My wife and I sat toward the front in class at... read entire post
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posted on May 05, 2008
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They say crushes last only about 2 or 3 years. This one doesn't seem to be slacking off much.We sang at an international conference this weekend. The week prior I was really depressed and I think Faith could tell it. Between she and I there... read entire post
whoisit4
posted on May 02, 2008
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Does she dream of meLike I dream of her?
Does she sit beside her window
Waiting for something that neither of us want to happen?
So we'll stay apart because my heart
Doesn't belong to me.
Jesus Christ gave His life
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whoisit4
posted on Feb 12, 2008
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Things haven't progressed very quickly. I'm just blessed to have an understanding wife. She has gotten to where she bears no animosity toward Faith because of my feelings. I do everything I can to show my wife how much she means to me and we continu... read entire post
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posted on Jun 15, 2007
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...in a galaxy far... - well, actually it's this galaxy. ...this planet actually. Ok, so it's not THAT long ago. But it has been awhile since I've been on here. No one ever much cared here anyway.Counseling has gone well. I learned that it's... read entire post
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posted on Jan 03, 2007
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The foolish speak where the wise hold their tongues.The foolish presume to understand where the wise do not.... read entire post
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posted on Dec 31, 2006
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Faith is back now from her trip to her parents. She had written of some changes in her life... It just makes me feel even deeper for her....a couple of the members play in a secular nostalgia band. They're begging me to come and play with th... read entire post
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posted on Dec 22, 2006
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Well, The boss has been away all week and I'm left to run the place. Right now, it's just me at the plant. Alone to think about Faith.Faith, I hope your trip goes well. When you think of me and long to see me...... read entire post
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posted on Dec 21, 2006
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I love people of all stripes. I'm a genealogical example of the great American melting pot. ...have found a likely link to a Melungeon heritage. ...that's my exotic blood. What's yours?... read entire post
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posted on Dec 18, 2006
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PAPERBACKWRITER asked if I would blog about my church choir. I thought to myself, "here's a great opportunity to give some context..."In the context of worship, I can offer only my brokenness to God and give him my Faith...... read entire post
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posted on Dec 17, 2006
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Faith all but ignored me this morning at church. I know why. She likes me and she doesn't want to be a home-wrecker. God, I love her for that! But it just makes it hurt all the more.... read entire post
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posted on Dec 17, 2006
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For Thanksgiving, my daughter made a prayer turkey... She got the idea to do this for Christmas. She brainstormed and came up with a "prayer tree". So I asked my daughter what that was on top of the tree.... read entire post