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I luv 2 laugh; I luv peace, nature & my pet children. I get stressed over distress; I would luv 2 find that special 1 but am life challenged (fem 42).
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 24, 2007
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common: i'll try, i have 4 cats, two dogs, i live in an apartment, i am financially irresponsible.Complaint: i think i wish i had a family with a husband and kids, but not all at once, first just a man i love and trust.... read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 24, 2007
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I want a jeanie in the bottle. If i had a jeanie in the bottle that could give me anything i wanted, well it would be several pages long, that i know. i keep telling myself that ill do better, i dont believe it even as im saying it. i mean ive reached a... read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 23, 2007
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i want to cry, why, why not, i do not know how i will get through this, i write to them, to me, at times, but right now, lets face it, its just us kids, in the end, its just us. i wish i could stand on the edge, stay there until i was certain it was safe... read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 20, 2007
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family is for me not defined by blood relations but by................. read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 20, 2007
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addendum: Feb 21st, Optimism ended in pessimism, i wish to God i was able to ride the tides better... read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 19, 2007
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Yesterday, today I trudge forth, often i must steady myself. I have never completely given in to the doubts; i have come close. My fears do not allow me to guarantee tommorrow, equally they do not allow me to not consider a tommorrow. I feel as if I am w... read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 18, 2007
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Ok, just stay focused, we will read comments but we must not address them unless we feel safe. Tomorrow you go to therapy and will have the opportunity to feel like the world is not crumbling beneath your feet. As far as the people, you know that you can... read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 18, 2007
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Thoughts bouncing off of eachother, no where to go, they are constantly giving rise to new threads; I do have a therapist, a person with ears who listens to my words, processing them with his brain, his experiences. He verbalizes compassion, validation... read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 17, 2007
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I'm not really sure what I am supposed to do with this new outlet except to continue to think outloud via blogging. Yesterday, my anguish was as painful as an exposed gash doused with peroxide, it was too much to bear; I began to hyperventilate. I wanted... read entire post
whensnoopydied
posted on Feb 17, 2007
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Ok, so here it is, i need you to know me, but you scare me, if i do not talk to you, if i am not heard i feel as if i will go to a place that will be very difficult to come back from. I have lived most of my life in what seems absolute isolation and y... read entire post