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posted 6 days ago
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You all know the song.. from the Jeffersons.. well I'm right there humming it. I got the official news from the siblings that the house will be going up for sale in April and I have to be out. No news there.. but the fact of the evil sibling... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Sep 13, 2008
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I'm always proud of my little one, but tonight.. she crawled. She is going to be a year on the 17th and has been delayed do to being 6wks premature and having to conquer some stomach issues, but all of a sudden she got up in crawling position and... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Sep 13, 2008
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How to study? I have been thinking of taking my Echocardiograph boards.. Good Lord.. was this stuff this hard when I went through school about 2.5 years ago? I had an awakening about a week ago.. and what I noticed was my family... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 22, 2008
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She amazed me today.. she is not longer a baby baby.. she was sitting up on the blanket outside my house, learning. She studied the blade of grass and looked at a leaf for the longest time. Funny to see how her brain was just exploding wit... read entire post
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posted on Aug 20, 2008
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It's amazing how a bad week can renew your sense of being. It's like a good exfoliation of the soul. I have been through a lot this year and it was starting to weigh me down.. self pity was starting to set in. I was a resident of the "... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 18, 2008
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All is calm.. its time to breath.. not much for me to do now but to just let the raging river of emotions calm down. Last night while I slept things much have happened, because when i woke I found a new peace.. life wasn't so gray. I... read entire post
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posted on Aug 17, 2008
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I don't hate life.. even though sometimes I'm not thrilled with what is going on at this very moment. And to hear that from someone is probably the worst feeling. I enjoy life.. I love the fact that I'm a mom, a daughter, a friend, a sister,... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 17, 2008
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Today sucked. Lots of things were said in anger... not sure what is next. But I'm broken. I keep making mistakes I'm told... I have tried everything. Maybe I just have to leave... with my heart in one hand, and a box of tissues i... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 17, 2008
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So my dad wants to move.. I guess being in this house with mom is just getting to him.. and being 75yrs old and taking care of this house is hard... and I do help. Chased a squirrel with the lawn mower today.. I'm evil. I know. And it... read entire post
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posted on Aug 15, 2008
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I'm just upset.. Could use my mom's advice right at this moment.. I'm left to juggle it in my brain.... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 12, 2008
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Honey Nut Cheerios and warm ginger ale is all I can keep down. This medicine is a killer, it makes me sweat like a teenage boy getting a boner in class, or chills in the next second. I'm weak, and achy. It's the latin name for... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 11, 2008
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this thing I have is insomnia.. mainly do to do much on the brain.. or my mom's version would be "crap on the brain". she did utter shit every once in awhile..I'm tired (well know i am) but its like the troubles in my head are the evil... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 11, 2008
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I'm quite tired of my life being on the drawing board for all my family to see. They want to know what I have in the bank account, how much money I spent yesterday (which btw was $0.00), they want to know why I haven't taken my boards, why, why... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 21, 2008
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I am a huge news buff, both reading the paper and watching the news.. and a few things have come to my attention that I can't shake:1) 5 murders in Bergen County NJ. That is just outrageous. BC NJ is not a crime ridden place unti... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 20, 2008
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The other day it hit me. I missed my old job. I missed being a server (or waitress) for the chain restaurant I worked at for over 4yrs. I missed the fun, the laughs, the stories I could tell about people. Like the time this arr... read entire post