whatudontsee
posted on Oct 13, 2008
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Tags: life, family
yes that's right.. I shall beat him with the frying pan.. He telling the evil siblings I don't cook for him and all he can cook is hamburgers. Oh Reeeallly.. well I'll show him.
So figure s... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Sep 13, 2008
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Tags: proud, crawling, mama
I'm always proud of my little one, but tonight.. she crawled. She is going to be a year on the 17th and has been delayed do to being 6wks premature and having to conquer some stomach issues, but all of a sudden she got up in crawling position and... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 22, 2008
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Tags: love, being a mom, Child
She amazed me today.. she is not longer a baby baby.. she was sitting up on the blanket outside my house, learning. She studied the blade of grass and looked at a leaf for the longest time. Funny to see how her brain was just exploding wit... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 20, 2008
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Tags: life, reflection
It's amazing how a bad week can renew your sense of being. It's like a good exfoliation of the soul. I have been through a lot this year and it was starting to weigh me down.. self pity was starting to set in. I was a resident of the "... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 15, 2008
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Tags: upset
I'm just upset.. Could use my mom's advice right at this moment.. I'm left to juggle it in my brain.... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 11, 2008
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Tags: sleepless in nj
this thing I have is insomnia.. mainly do to do much on the brain.. or my mom's version would be "crap on the brain". she did utter shit every once in awhile..
I'm tired (well know i am) but its like the troubles in my head are the evil... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on Aug 11, 2008
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Tags: family, jerks, life, intimacy
I'm quite tired of my life being on the drawing board for all my family to see. They want to know what I have in the bank account, how much money I spent yesterday (which btw was $0.00), they want to know why I haven't taken my boards, why, why... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 21, 2008
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Tags: murder, sex, NJ, 3 idiots
I am a huge news buff, both reading the paper and watching the news.. and a few things have come to my attention that I can't shake:
1) 5 murders in Bergen County NJ. That is just outrageous. BC NJ is not a crime ridden place unti... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 20, 2008
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Tags: waitress, revenge, sweet
The other day it hit me. I missed my old job. I missed being a server (or waitress) for the chain restaurant I worked at for over 4yrs. I missed the fun, the laughs, the stories I could tell about people.
Like the time this arr... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 20, 2008
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Tags: men, relationships, confusion
So have you ever had something that was on your mind, deep seated, and the more you talk to yourself about it the worst it gets? Well that is my problem lately. It's over a guy.. which for me.. ugh I have a horrible score card. I gues... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 11, 2008
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Tags: alone, mom, Name, NJ, sad
I wish I could say that I had a good visit to see my mom.. but I can't. I can't not fib. I was just about to walk out the door for the third time ( packing up a 7month old child is not easy) when my brother called me hysterically cryin... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 11, 2008
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Tags: moms
Well its the first real official Mother's Day for me. Katie is in her crib playing with her toes (nothing new) and I sit here. I have a world of things going in my head, packing for the day to my sisters, making sure I bring her gifts, what... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 08, 2008
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Tags: NJdriver, irrate, stupidity
I have decided that after commuting 35miles each way to work, that I really don't like people. And its not that I was ever a happy shiny people person, but being in the emergency medical field for over 10yrs I had a certain respect, a certain app... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 08, 2008
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Tags: NJ drivers, bad drivers, a$$holes
Yes.. you read it.. there is always one a$$hole in a bunch.. whether you are at a little league game, in a store, or in my case sitting on Rt. 80East in NJ trying to get home.
Last nights commute sucked. I was going 7mph on a hig... read entire post
whatudontsee
posted on May 05, 2008
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Tags: life, reflection
I have always sat down on or around my birthday to sit and reflect the year. I try to think of the lessons I learned, the people I met, lost, and anything piognant.... read entire post