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Just needing to get a few things off my chest. Am I as wierd as I think?
venttherage
posted on Jan 30, 2008
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Tags: weather, soulcast, general, everyone, reply
thought i would post a normal post today (sorry, I mean tonight). I'm really cold and I think its starting to snow here.
Wondered what the weather was like where everyone else is.
Let me know :o)... read entire post
venttherage
posted on Jan 29, 2008
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Tags: therapy, listening, confusion
I'm so tired today. Went to see my therapist today. How can 50 minutes of talking be so exhausting??
Worked out a lot of things. Its strange what you hear when you listen to yourself. Things start to make a lot of sense.
Still confusing. I di... read entire post
venttherage
posted on Jan 16, 2008
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Tags: reality, soul cast, Truth, honesty
Even as I write this I feel like I'm making all this stuff up. How can this be real life? But every word I write is true. I don't want people reading my blogs and thinking I'm a kook who makes up this kind of thing. I do feel this pain. I have found a pl... read entire post
venttherage
posted on Jan 16, 2008
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Tags: alcohol, family, mother
went round my mothers after work yesterday and she had been drinking again. Crying and screaming ensued. Not me, her.
Had to call her support worker out to calm her down. Had to stay over night to make sure she didn't do anything stupid. Like she di... read entire post
venttherage
posted on Jan 13, 2008
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Tags: therapy, stress, depression, anger, family, support
Why is family the most important thing in your life, yet they cause you so much pain?
My mother has drinking problem but it effect the whole family. She has mental health problems but my Aunt decided that it was too much for her to cope with and cu... read entire post
venttherage
posted on Jan 08, 2008
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Tags: anger, Fustration, shout, feeling better
Not been a good day. Feel a bit shitty and I'm crapping myself. I thought I had enough money to last me until the end of the month. Not alot but enough to live on a budget, but i checked my balance today and I have absolutely no money at all. Just the fe... read entire post
venttherage
posted on Jan 07, 2008
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Tags: therapy, diary, thank you
Only a quick one today. Just realised that a couple of people have read my posts and it felt a bit wierd. Have a real problem with sharing my feelings with anyone, even my friends. But then I realised that no-one here knows who I am. I'm free to say wha... read entire post
venttherage
posted on Jan 06, 2008
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Tags: therapy, stress, depression, Anxiety, Paranoia
I want to do all these things with my life but for some reason, every time I get close to it, I always convince myself I couldn't possibly do it. Its a waste of time and I'm only kidding myself. God I need to get a grip. Why do I keep dragging myself dow... read entire post
venttherage
posted on Jan 05, 2008
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Tags: sex, infidelity, too easy
Hi,
Well this is my first time. Lets just say I'm a blogging virgin. Tee hee. Where should I start?
Well I'm a bit of a floozie. Like to get aboout a bit and I think thats probably what I'm gonna write about the most. The people I choose to sl... read entire post