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"I make mistakes I'm out of control, and sometimes I'm hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best"
trapbutterfly
posted on Aug 03, 2007
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A joke? A positive message? My life is so messy right now. Just.. tell me honestly what makes you happy. Or what would make you happier? Or what made you happy... Help me to make my day brighter...... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jul 31, 2007
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maybe this sounds stupid, but it is really depressing to hear your roommate having sex EVERYDAY more than once when you don't get any..hello, I'm a human too!... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jul 15, 2007
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I guess it was a bit weird for me at the beginning talking just about the way we felt for each other on the day his grandma died.... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jul 10, 2007
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I am back in town, again. I had one of the most amazing weeks in DC. Well, most of the time I spent it with my boyfriend, but that was just what both of us needed after so many fights we went through the last month. Things are so much brighter...and go... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 23, 2007
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I will go and look for some tape. No need to say what will I use it for...:X... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 17, 2007
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What is the value of life (friendship, relationships, etc)if the first practice or lessons we can have from it, is from life itself?Only one and no eraser, no go back, and can't program myself not to fall again. I wish I had a good friend right now... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 17, 2007
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...I’d traded in a pack of lies for a pack of truth, and I did not which one was heavier. Which one too the most strength to carry around? It was a ridiculous question, though, because once you know the truth, you can’t ever go back...... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 16, 2007
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THIS is for SMART WOMEN WHO NEED A LAUGH AND TO MEN who THINK CAN HANDLE IT!... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 15, 2007
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Since I opened an account here, I have been reading other people's blogs and most of the time I'm fascinated by the things some of them write. I admired their writing, the funny things they write, the creative, wild, sexy, lovely, passionate, curiou... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 14, 2007
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I won't continue because that would be kinda of killing myself a little bit more tonight. Suicide.I don't know if that is normal behavior or what. If it would not be because of that stupid close friendship he has with her we would not have much problems.... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 12, 2007
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Since I started working I barely have time to write as much as I want to... Hopefulyl next week I will have more after I get use to the job.Now, I will get some sleep..working with kids is so exhausting, I am very energetic, but I forgot ho... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 10, 2007
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I mean, falling in love with them? My boyfriend asked me this two days out. I must admit I kinda of became suspicious, but lately, I wonder if that's possible. I don't think I can. But, can anyone fall in love with two people at the same time? really?... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 10, 2007
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I'm afraid of all the emotions that might come out once I start letting them come outside my mind. My thoughts are carefully trapped in my mind. Store in the back of it.... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 08, 2007
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Lately I got this weird thing of eating chocolate for everything. Before was only when I really want to eat it. Now it is when I feel depress, hungry, sad, lonely, and any other negative feeling. It is like if eating chocolate gets me warm and feeling... read entire post
trapbutterfly
posted on Jun 06, 2007
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This is the part I hate the most about me. I want to be thin. SOOOOOOOO BAD. I mean, not thin like thin thin that I can't find clothes that fit me right. More like curvy thin. Would it make me feel better? IDK, but I sure would love to just look good.... read entire post