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I'm just so tired of all this...Sometimes I'm up, sometimes I'm down, but it's mostly down...Is this how it should work?
the_wanderer
posted on Jul 18, 2006
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Tags: sleep, life, fear, god, help
Back into the woods of despair...I can't believe I'm here again...How desperately I've tried to get out of here...And now I'm back...The same clouds that keep following me everywhere...... read entire post
the_wanderer
posted on Jun 16, 2006
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Tags: life, DREAM, butterfly
That can sum up my entire existence...There's nothing besides that...Your existence is probably the only thing that gives meaning to everything...Without me, everything seems to be a little less important...But I would be mad to deny the outside world a... read entire post
the_wanderer
posted on Jun 08, 2006
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Tags: life, help, alone, failure, afraid, fear, sorrow
I stand alone...In the wee small hours of the morning...The birds outisde have already started their day...The monotonous noise of computers filling my head...I have grown so weary of all this. It's so hard keeping your spirits up when everything seems... read entire post
Yesterday, something happened to me on the bus. A young man, obviously drunk, starts hitting on ladies. A bus full of people, nobody says a single word. Including me. How frightened are we of doing what our conscience tells us to do, and not our "better... read entire post
the_wanderer
posted on May 27, 2006
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Tags: depression, DREAM, sin, nothing, waste, sleep, fear
Today, I have had the chance to make it right...I have wasted it...Yesterday it was the same thing...For how long can I keep living this insane life? Never learning from my mistakes, always doing the same things that won't get me anywhere...And I'm so... read entire post
the_wanderer
posted on May 16, 2006
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Tags: devil, Gratitude
It is here...For a second, I have glanced into the eye of Destruction...Just another lost human, like myself, with no control or direction in his life...But still, He was there, grinning at me...He knows that He already has my soul, it's just that I need... read entire post
the_wanderer
posted on May 11, 2006
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Tags: death, fear, suicide
I fear this will be the end of me...Not taking any decisions concerning my life, and just going alone...Is it so hard to make a change? Probably...It's so much easier not to do anything...And this fear that paralyzes me, draining the life out of my... read entire post
the_wanderer
posted on May 10, 2006
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Tags: awakening, time, god
Another day passed me by...All those moments of eternity ripped from my grasp...Maybe they were never mine, and I just had to return them to their rightful owner...Sometimes I think I'll never see the light...But, oh, there are so many precious moments... read entire post
the_wanderer
posted on May 09, 2006
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Tags: life, tired, night
2:25 AM...The lights are getting dimmer now...Another sleepless night...Another nail in my coffin...I've been drifting all my life, but sometimes you just can't get out...I'm starting yet another quest to find myself, but I'm all too afraid that it will... read entire post