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the_wanderer's blog - subscribe I'm just so tired of all this...Sometimes I'm up, sometimes I'm down, but it's mostly down...Is this how it should work?

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Back into the woods of despair...I can't believe I'm here again...How desperately I've tried to get out of here...And now I'm back...The same clouds that keep following me everywhere......
That can sum up my entire existence...There's nothing besides that...Your existence is probably the only thing that gives meaning to everything...Without me, everything seems to be a little less important...But I would be mad to deny the outside world a...
I stand alone...In the wee small hours of the morning...The birds outisde have already started their day...The monotonous noise of computers filling my head...I have grown so weary of all this. It's so hard keeping your spirits up when everything seems...
Yesterday, something happened to me on the bus. A young man, obviously drunk, starts hitting on ladies. A bus full of people, nobody says a single word. Including me. How frightened are we of doing what our conscience tells us to do, and not our "better...
Today, I have had the chance to make it right...I have wasted it...Yesterday it was the same thing...For how long can I keep living this insane life? Never learning from my mistakes, always doing the same things that won't get me anywhere...And I'm so...
It is here...For a second, I have glanced into the eye of Destruction...Just another lost human, like myself, with no control or direction in his life...But still, He was there, grinning at me...He knows that He already has my soul, it's just that I need...
I fear this will be the end of me...Not taking any decisions concerning my life, and just going alone...Is it so hard to make a change? Probably...It's so much easier not to do anything...And this fear that paralyzes me, draining the life out of my...
Another day passed me by...All those moments of eternity ripped from my grasp...Maybe they were never mine, and I just had to return them to their rightful owner...Sometimes I think I'll never see the light...But, oh, there are so many precious moments...
2:25 AM...The lights are getting dimmer now...Another sleepless night...Another nail in my coffin...I've been drifting all my life, but sometimes you just can't get out...I'm starting yet another quest to find myself, but I'm all too afraid that it will...