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Tag: schizophrenia
StrangeOne
posted on Sep 03, 2006
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One of my... errrr.... "hobbies" is to experiment with and experience many different states of consciousness. Altered states can be achieved by a variety of different methods. The most common method is sleeping (especially REM sleep). Other methods I've... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Sep 18, 2008
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I notice that I don't get alot of readers. Maybe people don't want to hear what a schizophrenic on medication rants about. Maybe I really am boring. Any way that I look at it, I'm still breathing despite the fact. People say that I'm paranoid. I'm... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Jul 06, 2009
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I still think it is possible that I will end up in the Crisis Stabilization Unit before I go out and get a job. I may sit there and actually not fake that I'm ok to get out. Maybe then I will get the help that I need. I'm mood swingin' like crazy. In... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Jun 25, 2009
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I'm sitting here listening to a Kenny Chesney cd, pondering about how I am going to fight off the "monsters" in my life. One thing I have to realize every day is that they can't legally do anything to me for trying to live. No matter how often they try... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Feb 22, 2009
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It would be nice to be able to trust myself again. I'd love to see the day that I know my reality isn't some sort of delusion. My reality has seemed as real as real can be. The only thing is that no one around me believes that it's real. Maybe it's n... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Feb 03, 2009
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Things seem to be quieting down in the neighborhood, which is wonderful. I think that people need to focus more on their own lives in this trailer park anyway. Hell, people need to focus on their own way to heaven at the church. (Anne Marie) Anyway,... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Jun 20, 2009
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Back in 1997 I was having experiences such as a spirit materializing to the point where I felt it's penis up leaning up against my ass. I was also dealing with periods of overstimulation that came out of nowhere. During much of this time lights in room... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on May 19, 2009
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I am learning that some of what others view as paranoia within me, might just be truth. Here psychology and psychiatry are great ways to cover up the fact that Americans single out certain individuals for harm. The whole concept of paranoia could be a... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on May 19, 2009
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I was job searching online for my mother today when I came across an ad for disabled people. It mentions job training that's free. It mentions other good things too. I know that I am waiting for a response from Social Security, but......I'm bored here... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 06, 2008
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I know that we are running out of time. Mom still hasn't found a job yet. I don't know if I am going to be approved for SSDI or SSI yet or not. I don't know if I'll be approved for either. I'm scared and depressed. I know I have mentioned my fear of... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 25, 2008
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Again, Merry Christmas peeps! I'm not doing much at all today. I didn't do anything really yesterday either. I did overhear some turd brain call me a cunt though. I was dropping off a christmas card at someone's house when I heard that. Some people... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Mar 16, 2009
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I have decided to put down religion. I have felt as though the only higher powers that hear me like to watch me suffer. Since I have done that, I have noticed that the Ed lookalikes have vanished from the trailer park. I don't think that's the reason... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Jan 10, 2009
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How can a Schizophrenic tune out the "mind reading" aspect of their illness? When it seems as though others make fun of the ill one's thoughts, what are they supposed to do? Do they psychologically shut down in fear, therefore becoming catatonic and/or... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Sep 19, 2008
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I think that alot of people are jealous of those of us that don't have physically visable disabilities. I can't stand when they talk a bunch of stuff like "Get a job!" or talk about us sitting on our asses. I'm a schizophrenic. Apparently the fact tha... read entire post