Fallyn
posted on Nov 09, 2007
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Tags: elves, apparitions, weird, hallucinations
this was inspired by beyondtheveils post on elves.
when i was very small i saw an elf in my grandmothers house.
it was all dressed in brown, and floated along the ceiling. smiling and laughing at me.
it did NOT look friendl... read entire post
Back in 1997 I was having experiences such as a spirit materializing to the point where I felt it's penis up leaning up against my ass. I was also dealing with periods of overstimulation that came out of nowhere. During much of this time lights in room... read entire post
This is especially for Evil Twin and nursecutie:
In response to your previous post about "Shadow People" I just had to write this and add a link that I found.
The reason that I looked this up is because of what happened to me jus... read entire post
StoneMaster
posted on Dec 17, 2007
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Tags: injury, knee, pain, healing, stoned, high, hallucinations
Ouch. The pain of it all. My knee has been injured and I can't get up. So today I'm lounging around waiting to heal - or is it healing while I wait? -... read entire post
All of the sudden it seems that there is a total lack of interest in my blog. I guess it's ok. I can't worry about it. I did get my point across. That's the main thing. More people are aware that there is something really fishy going on up in this... read entire post
I have decided to put down religion. I have felt as though the only higher powers that hear me like to watch me suffer. Since I have done that, I have noticed that the Ed lookalikes have vanished from the trailer park. I don't think that's the reason... read entire post
How can a Schizophrenic tune out the "mind reading" aspect of their illness? When it seems as though others make fun of the ill one's thoughts, what are they supposed to do? Do they psychologically shut down in fear, therefore becoming catatonic and/or... read entire post
What the hell is going on? I hear shit about Ed and Roxane from voices and people all the way down in fucking Florida. Supposedly, Ed lives in fucking New Jersey with what I assume is his wife. What the fuck is going on here? How the fuck do these sh... read entire post
Another Sully Erna lookalike came through the park today. I must be hallucinating this shit. He looked so sad. It's a shame really. I was kind of feeling the same way. I still am feeling that way. My emotions have me feeling weighted down. I feel... read entire post
This beloved life of mine has been put through some serious shit. We all know that already though. I'm thinking that there are ways to hold my head up instead of down. Church and Christianity are not the answers that I seek. I need to feel whole, not... read entire post
Some people have no shame. First people harassed me because I was into witchcraft. Now I hear comments because I do community service at a church? Come on. This is ridiculous. I know I have heard them say that I am damned. They may as well be, them... read entire post
Today has been a peaceful day. I'm quite pleased with this splendid fact. No one has given me any shit. I got a wonderful break from Hell. Let's hope that it stays that way. I have heard the notion of mountains and valleys, but know that I've been s... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Mar 09, 2009
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Tags: enemies, men, people, outside, hallucinations
Well now, I heard an announcement this evening. He says that he knows me. He says that he hates me. Can I truly blame him? Naaaahhhhhhhhh. I said that I hated him first anyway. Perhaps there is a difference between the two of us though. Maybe he m... read entire post
darkerthanlight
posted on Jun 13, 2009
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Tags: men, schizophrenia, hallucinations, ed, Meds
On top of the Wellbutrin, Lexapro, and Invega that I'm on, the doc introduced a bit of Haldol into my regimine. If it helps, that'll be great. If I can live life without having to worry about who was going to read my mind or sniff my ass, I will be doi... read entire post
For any curious people out there who are into exploring different drugs, ya'll should try salvia. This shit is the bomb. It'll give u hallucinations like no other, but it's kind of expensive. I first smoked it out of a cheap ass pipe but if you get... read entire post