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i wish my head didn't spin around with all kinds of hurtful ideas and pointless thoughts..
i'd much rather let everything just wash around me.... a rock in the middle of the stream.

but i do too much of that and i start crumb...
or something remotely similar. maybe
kinda..... not really.


i finally pushed at it until it broke.

and found some secrets....
i've been needy and clingy and txting him a LOT.

he hasn't said anything and hasn't complained.
but at the same time i think i can tell that even though he's not exasperated with me YET..... he doesn't miss me like i miss him. he doesn'...
i'm not sure if i'm just gonna end up breaking my own heart or what.

i just wish i didn't NEED this so much....
a day with myself...