9/11: WTC
3/9: Madrid Train blast
7/6: London Bombing
7/11: Mumbai Train Blast... read entire post
About 8 months ago I tried to commit suicide. 3 failed attempts landed me in a Physch ward. From that point everything I had left was stolen from me. It's a new year and all I want is to die from this world these memories and this universe.... read entire post
Unfaithfully yours... read entire post
There's one question that I have for the higher powers. Maybe one day this question will be answered. What's the point in living? If life genuinely sucks, why bother to even try? Is there a light at the end of the tunnel or just more despair? Will... read entire post
I am definitely a sad bear. Why... I wish I could tell you.
No, really. I wish I could.
I don't think i could really write about it here on Soul Cast... because it would be read by people that I don't want to read my Soul C... read entire post
Being that there is a fear here within me of us ending up homeless, I have been having some suicidal thoughts. I don't want to deal with homelessness. I have dealt with all sorts of abuse and mental illness. I'm trying to get my life together. I'm sc... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Nov 16, 2008
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Tags: suicidal dreams, despair, wow gold
Despair comes to me many days
It causes suicidal dreams
I breathe now thinking I want out
Know that I could die many ways
This world is fucked well so it seems
I cry now knowing I want out
Tootles.
(Mind yo... read entire post
I feel very down this morning. It seems that some days the depression is worse than others. I feel like I want to die. Know I have no means to an end at this point. I am still pushing on, but hating doing so right now. Ever feel like the weight... read entire post
I have alot of bad memories. I would love to zap them out of my head. If there were a way to banish them, it would almost seem as a blessing at first. The only thing is that I would be repeating mistakes with people over and over again like a jackass.... read entire post
hellboundmercinary
posted on Dec 12, 2008
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Tags: people, voices, demons, despair, bliss
She's just a woman trying to live her life. Is it so much to ask for her survival in this unexpectedly cruel world? People take turns making her feel like she's a piece of shit, but for what reason? Why do others insist on dragging people down when th... read entire post
Well, it seems that they aren't going to let up on the sweepstakes entries. The only way I can have a decent amount of money apparently, is to give up the witchcraft. Do I have to stay poor just because I'm not a good little virgin christian girl? Com... read entire post
TracylovesDave
posted on Sep 29, 2008
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Tags: suicide, god, loving, despair, fate
God is more than we can define, simply by being GOD!... read entire post
So, what does one do with a broken heart?... read entire post
And defend this nonsense.
U.S. citizen Jose Padilla was kept by the Bush administration in solitary confinement in a Naval prison for 3 1/2 years without being changed with any crime and without even having access to a lawyer.... read entire post
rejected_angel
posted on Jul 02, 2007
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Tags: poem, despair, fear
I am an open book
Only select few can read
My mind an easy prey
On which all predators feed
My sould has left me body
My guardian angel left my side
My life has fallen to pieces
A puzzle which many have tri... read entire post