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Tag: Widowed
condrickswife
posted on Jul 26, 2008
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I am 30 years old and I was made a widow on July 1st. I lost my husband, my best friend, a father, son, and brother. He was all of these things, but most importantly, he was all I had other than my children. My husband was my provider, my protector, m... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 08, 2008
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My husband would talk to me on the telephone so many times a day. We would exchange text messages, sending little love notes back and forth all day long. I sit at work now alone. No one to talk to, no one to text. When I close my store and begin my d... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Aug 22, 2008
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"How are you doing?""Taking it one day at a time."
This has been my automated response for the constant question that coworkers, friends and family ask over and over again. How am I supposed to be doing? I still hurt. The pai... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Aug 22, 2008
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This is the song from my husband's funeral. I am trying to "Say Yes" but all I can say is no right now. No, this is not happening. No, this is not real. No, God did not take away the only person that loved me.
My husband w... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 17, 2008
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I ache for him. It is growing stronger now with each day but I ache for him. His soft lips, piercing eyes, muscular build- I long for his touch. I remember every curve of every part and every mole and every vein and everything of him. He was perfect... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 21, 2008
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The eyes are the windows to the soul. I have heard that saying more than once but I don't remember where. In a movie perhaps, or maybe in a book. I wish I could look into his eyes.I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I see an unkempt ... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 29, 2008
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I hope the tears of sadness have faded as well, to be replaced with tears of joy. My joy is knowing he is safe, and watching over us. My prayers for a sign have been answered and my faith is beginning to become restored.... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Aug 03, 2008
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He is gone. He IS gone. He is GONE. This is a concept that I cannot seem to grasp just yet. Everything seems so surreal. I am dealing with his absense alot better now. My chest hurts all day long, and the tears spend most of their time lodged in m... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Sep 28, 2008
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My husband came to me two days ago. He was right on time, as the past week or so has been extremely difficult. As soon as I felt like I was dealing with his death, and getting our life back on track, I plummeted back into grief.I had been ... read entire post
condrickswife
posted on Jun 29, 2009
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I am still here...I am amazed at the woman I am today- seeing all that I have endured and yet I am still here.
Thank you Jesus.
I wanted to thank all of the many people here on soulcast for their encouraging words and pray... read entire post