It's sad, that's all i am saying. i am not saying You have to change Your mind or anything. i want to be with You often. You seem more happy with set times and limits.......hell, You have three other women in... read entire post
i have been helping Mistress clean out an old room and redecorate it. It has taken longer than i thought. i am just tired i guess...and way out of focus. Master is quick to tell me about something that He knows will trouble me......but i wish He would be... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Jan 20, 2007
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my lover...my brother...my friend...i will call him brother; because we do not have sex anymore, and though i do love him, i know in my heart that i never will have sex with him again. And in a way i call him brother, because we are living together almo... read entire post
i hate BPD. If it was a physical or a neurological illness i believe it would be "ticks". i saw a show the other day on MTV about a man who had ticks. He would jerk or yell out almost constantly. Less when relaxed more when anxious or nervous. That is ex... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Nov 14, 2006
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Tags: relationships, BDSM, Master/slave
Well, i am better now, yes, i feel normal again. We are going on a trip for 3 weeks; beginning this Thursday, and will be back Dec 17. i will probably not have access to write in my online journal. Back to the notebooks i suppose. i am so glad Master is... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Feb 08, 2007
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Tags: BDSM, relationships, Master/slave, sex
Master has beautifully masculine hands, much like wrought iron. i have 10 silent reminders, 5 on each side of the small of my back. i was allowed the pleasure of not only feeling Master's dick inside of me today, but i had seven amazingly wonderful orgas... read entire post
i am being trained to suit Master. My entire life, up to this point is being shed and tossed aside. Like a crystallis, Master is transforming me first, by wrapping a weak and behaviorally ugly me into an inescapable net of love and discipline.... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Jan 31, 2007
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Tags: relationships, BDSM, Master/slave
my life feels like yhe movie Groundhog Day. i feel almost soul-less. It's almost like i came too close to death that time and most of me did die. Not all of me because i still love and feel entirely devoted to Master. Imagine time were a scent in a cork... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Dec 09, 2006
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Tags: relationships, BDSM, Master/slave, contracts
Well, i am back home now. The dynamics of the trip was, well... a lot like riding a roller coaster that you've waited all summer to ride, until you get on and realize at the bottom of the first big drop that they forgot to strap you in *sigh*. Well, i a... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Jan 07, 2007
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Tags: relationships, Master/slave, sex, BDSM
Master and i have been busy.....36 days left until the races begin. The horses are coming along just fine though. i feel the will be in the best shape they have ever been in.... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Nov 16, 2006
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Tags: Master/slave, relationships, BDSM, my girl
Painfully slow, i am growing into Master's pearl of great price. A speck of sand that causes such extreme agitation to it's Master.......but well worth it as each layer of pearl is formed. Soon, the worth of the oyster, compared to that of the sand/pearl... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Nov 02, 2006
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Tags: BDSM, Master/slave, relationships
i will begin this entry from where i left off in my journal at home.
---------- i looked around and saw that groups of others, though different, were following what appeared to be a set of guidlines that allowed them to co-exist in harmony together.... read entire post
Master'sslave
posted on Nov 09, 2006
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Tags: relationships, BDSM, Master/slave
Master says, "He who knows and knows not He knows is asleep, waken Him."... read entire post
Dear Master,
i wish You would anwser Your phone. i know i talked to You a few hours ago, but You see, i have a cold and i miss You. i am lonely and i am bored. Yes, there are many things i could be doing, but everyt... read entire post
Day 1
Eat from My tree, go ahead, the fruit is so sweet.
No, i said firmly, i've just fed wholly on bread and meat.
Though tempted, i said not how delicious the fruit did look.
i kept my eyes at His feet; then directed my gaze in... read entire post