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I live the life of a physician ... filled with complications and patients
sweetiedoc
posted 10 days ago
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I've been depressed before. Right after pregnancy, but I got better. I really did. But now it's back. Those feelings of sadness that come over me without notice. The feeling that nothing is worth it anymore. I feel bitter and angry towards the wo... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Aug 27, 2008
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Life remains complicated. Sometimes I wish I had never married this man I am with. I was so young and blinded by love. I feel like I should have been more mature before making such a huge decision. Now I've been married for years and have a child, bu... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Aug 26, 2008
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OK so I just need to vent tonight. My life is already hard enough with work. And then I have to come home to more stress at home?! It is so difficult in today's age to be a working mom and actually put a healthy meal on the table, which I am very con... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Apr 21, 2008
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So I was in a car accident a few days ago. A head on collision that was not my fault. My car is totalled and I'm ok, but badly shaken up and with a very bad whiplash. I'm doing better now with stretching and ice/Ibuprofen. I plan to start back at... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Mar 29, 2008
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So I have a glass of wine tonight all alone....my husband has gone out of town for the weekend to visit friends, while I am left to clean the house and take care of my baby all on my own. I did 3 loads of laundry, dishes, cleaned the bathroom, fed, ch... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Mar 23, 2008
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I really do feel that I am depressed again.. to be honest I don't think it ever really went away completely. Ever since I had a baby almost 2 years ago, I have had this problem...I have been down and depressed. But these days it seems it is more of a... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Mar 22, 2008
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I miss loveI miss the way we used to be
I miss being blind to all the imperfections
All of your microscopic flaws
Now it seems
Without the love
Those flaws are eating at my soul
Making me wonder why I stay... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Mar 15, 2008
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I'm going through something right now that I can't talk to anyone about...no friends or family that I feel I can confide in. I have been married for almost 8 years now, and have been through several problems in our marriage... including drug problems.... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Mar 11, 2008
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I should be happily married but I don't think I am. I know my husband of 8 years loves me but sometimes I feel we have drifted so very far apart .. I don't feel the same passion I felt for him years ago.. But yet there is this other man who I had a... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Oct 21, 2007
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I realized today that there are some people out there who are so very secure with who they are. They never watch TV and love to be involved in the community... Damn! Me, on the other hand.. I love to watch TV.. in fact, I find myself so much happier wh... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Oct 09, 2007
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I feel so alone today. Lately, I feel alone most days.... it's probably my own fault, I guess. Everyone who tries to get close to me ends up annoying me, and then I can't deal with them. I'm one of those people who everyone knows but nobody is a... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Oct 08, 2007
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TodayI just don't feel like myself
I may not even look like myself
Even my husband took one look at me
And asked me what was wrong
Why I was so sad.
But the truth is
I don't know why
I don't know why... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Sep 29, 2007
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Why do I feel like such a negative person?I know that many of the choices I have made in my life may not have been the best, but I made them and now I must live with them. I chose to do medicine. I chose to study it and become a physician. Then,... read entire post
sweetiedoc
posted on Sep 27, 2007
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I never imagined anyone could love me The way that you love me
You need me and adore me
Just the way I am
You make it worth waking up early in the morning
Even when the sun's not out
When you turn to look at me<... read entire post