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Put down the bats, the bats we use to beat others and ourselves down. Then let's give our enemies a hug. Even if it is you, the enemy of yourself.
speaking_up
posted on Oct 18, 2009
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I wasn't able to go to my mother's funeral (I wanted no drama with the three little pigs (my siblings)...but I did see her prior to being prepped for burial and had a talk with her. I sent 50 carnations for each year of life she gave me; and, I set abou... read entire post
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posted on Oct 16, 2009
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There is no hope for validation now...the chance died with my mother...... read entire post
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posted on Oct 15, 2009
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If your are interested in ghosts, spirits, the afterlife, etc...read this article I wrote, it's all truth as to my understanding based on my own research....maybe you have other data that will counter...... read entire post
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posted on Oct 14, 2009
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I was asked the question, "What is the new age perspective on the afterlife?" Wow. This would be akin to trying to define the perspective of every single religion in time - in one fell swoop! It just can't be done, grasshopper. BUT!...... read entire post
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posted on Oct 13, 2009
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My first encounter that made me wonder if there was something very much more to our world was after my son died. Within three months of his death a series of strange experieneces that could not be explained began exposing themselves to my life.... read entire post
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posted on Oct 13, 2009
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Being disinherited based on a mother's inability to love her own child (since birth, really) is wrong in my part of the world. After a good friend sent me some links, what POPPED out at me is that a will is more likely than not to be overturned if... read entire post
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posted on Oct 10, 2009
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I was reading through posts and saw some good titled ones... read entire post
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posted on Oct 07, 2009
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A man needed to get to work but his car broke down.... read entire post
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posted on Oct 07, 2009
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Here is a letter to my 3 siblings, whom have shunned me (mainly to take mother's money - which I consider black evil and want no part of anyway - they just FEAR I want my part. Anyway, Sister is sending photos of mother, a ring I gave her when I was 16..... read entire post
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posted on Oct 03, 2009
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I always thought I would die by suicide...life has been cruel. This freedom I feel within is a feeling I have never had before. I know now I will never be abused or cut down by my dead mother. I want to live now. Isn't that weird?... read entire post
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posted on Oct 02, 2009
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is tonight the night? I am so sick, i can hardly breathe...the rejection, the bitterness is all over me and i want to wash it away. i want to be clean. free. is death free? It would be easy to go tonight. I have the ambition, or rather the resolut... read entire post
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posted on Oct 02, 2009
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I came home yesterday after 20 days in hospital and tonight got the call my mom died.... read entire post
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posted on Sep 11, 2009
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You know, it's kind of exciting to be 50...it's almost like now I am a grown up!!!... read entire post