soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Jul 31, 2008
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Tags: pissed off
I've been hanging with my best friend... and lately he's been getting on my nerves... we are supposed to take a trip this weekend but I don't want to go. He is almost forcing me to go and I just don't really want to. I know when I get there the guys ar... read entire post
Hahaha I was testing out my new penis today and boy am I a hot mess today! so earlier in the day I was wearing a harness but the harness was hurting because it's tight in the wrong places and it doesn't hold the penis upright in the right place so I lo... read entire post
I got my new penis today.... It's brand spanking( : new and I'm wearing it as I'm typing... It's something I've never tried before but it's bound to be fun... I can pee through it and it is soft enough to wear all day. So I'm wearing it to work to start... read entire post
soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Jul 14, 2008
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Tags: am I me
So it's been a year now that I've been out of the closet to my friends and family. Today, while at work on my lunch break I am reminded of what happened a year ago:
I was hosting a friend's birthday party/barbecue at my house, to this stor... read entire post
Today, I got hit with something that was told to me by a six year old. Unfortunately the saying that little kids have the biggest mouths is totally true but this one cut close to the bone.
I babysit 3 little kids all younger than 10. One of th... read entire post
soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Apr 18, 2008
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Tags: yesterday, Paragraphs
She left me weeks ago... got a new boyfriend and then told me she wanted to just be friends. I took it hard as anyone but as long as we were still talking I figured I would be ok. We talked sparingly throughout the week just through text messages. The... read entire post
soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Apr 10, 2008
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Tags: poetry
I walk around in misery
afraid to look in others eyes
I walk around in mystery
a gaze to long too strong brings cries
It does not seem to matter who
I turn away to shield your view
Into my soul and there you'll see
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soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Apr 04, 2008
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Tags: Oh I was right
So my prediction on her leaving me? Oh absolutely correct... I sabotaged my chances of actually staying with her because somewhere deep inside I wanted to. I love her and there is no doubt in my mind that I do, I know because when I kiss her, when I t... read entire post
soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Mar 11, 2008
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Tags: girlfriend trouble
My insides are turned inside out and I feel like I'm turned upside down. Sometimes I wonder what people are really thinking and how am I supposed to know... I have this feeling where it makes me nervous that all these people I interact with I don't kno... read entire post
soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Mar 07, 2008
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Tags: Day-to-day
I don't trust my girlfriend... I know I should, I know she wants me to but little things make me angry with her because to me those are signs that I shouldn't trust someone. I don't know how to trust her. I don't trust very many people to begin with..... read entire post
soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Nov 09, 2007
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Tags: Im a moron part 3
I seem to love to talk about my girls I'm talking to on this but everyone out there should know I just did a True life I'm gay at (my school) to give insight to everyone at my school about how things are going for me and what it's like to be gay. Well... read entire post
so ok... i've been talking to my ex-girlfriend again. yeah the one who i complained about treating me like shit earlier and then I told her i don't want to talk to her anymore and now I'm not talking to her. well i feel like i had a victory earlier bec... read entire post
soullessbutstillhavebrain
posted on Oct 15, 2007
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Tags: I had a dream
I just had the weirdest dream: I was talking to my ex-girlfriend we were walking together and then driving in my car to go to talk... and she had to be somewhere in this park. So we are driving and I'm looking for somewhere to park and I'm not driving... read entire post
My little sister, I'm so jealous of her. She doesn't have it all but she has so much more attention from people that I've never been able to have. She makes fun of me because I act like a goody-twoshoes but that's the only way I'll ever get attention.... read entire post
Whenever I'm talking to this girl, whenever I know she's interested in me and I make plans. Not out loud plans but plans, she's the only girl I've ever done it for and consistently done it. I don't even want to get back with her cause I know she's gonn... read entire post
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