It just makes me feel small, and unimportant... When you're someone who doesn't have a lot of friends, and then even your closest friends start blowing you off it hurts. One word...inconsiderate.... read entire post
small_flower
posted on Oct 29, 2007
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Tags: teaching, fear, exhaustion, stress, work
I am supposed to be in bed right now, but I'm not. Because they say that you shouldn't use your bed for anything but sleeping when you have insomnia like me. I'm not because life is a big ball of anxiety and worry, and because I am afraid of the future.... read entire post
small_flower
posted on Aug 08, 2007
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Tags: stress, relationships, sadness, control
This summer has been...probably the worst of my life, and now at this most critical of times, i feel that I would need the love and support of my boyfriend more than ever...and yet...i feel its absence.... read entire post
small_flower
posted on Jul 04, 2007
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Tags: loss, death, cancer, crying, family
Two weeks ago this past monday, my Grandmother was diagnosed with stage four ovarian cancer. This past monday, exactly two weeks after the diagnosis...she passed away. She was 84.... read entire post
small_flower
posted on Jun 04, 2007
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Tags: family, frustration, scars from words
I have to make this a short post, because I am at work...but basically...do people realize how much an impact the words they speak have on those around them?... read entire post
small_flower
posted on May 11, 2007
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Tags: depression, alone, RELIEF, exhaustion, crying, fading
I feel like im wasting my life, and really whats the point sometimes....Its funny how you can have all of these blessings in your life and still, at times...they just dont seem to make any difference. Maybe this is a test of strength, and I'm failing. ... read entire post
So what do you do when your the kind of person who only has a couple of reallllllly good friends...and those people announce they are both moving...all at once?... read entire post
small_flower
posted on Apr 13, 2007
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Tags: silence, zen, appreciation
I think its been awhile since I sat and simply listened to silence. It's something that you really have to take the time to appreciate... read entire post
Its one of those nights where you should've been asleep an hour or two ago, and tomorrow looms over you. I know very well that tomorrow is going to be a super busy day...but that doesn't seem to matter. Word vomit coming up.... read entire post
What do you do when your the one who is making all the effort? If I dont make the calls and set up the times and places to see people, it simply doesnt happen. Does anyone else have this problem? What did you do?... read entire post
small_flower
posted on Feb 21, 2007
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Tags: health issues, frustration, fear, proud, learning
I did it! I had surgery on my butt! ... read entire post
So, I have been teaching first grade for two weeks now, and I have managed to stay unsick....until now. I have surgery on Thursday and my throat is all scratchy and my nose is doing the whole post nasal drip thing.... read entire post
small_flower
posted on Jan 21, 2007
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Tags: teaching, exhaustion, fear, stress
Only one week into the semester, and I feel like I am already going to crumble and shatter in a million pieces. ... read entire post
This is a piece of a poem i wrote...Years ago, and never finished. ... read entire post
Whats your worst bad habit? Lets be honest, we all have one.... read entire post