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I'm 55 and have a decimated existence thanks to many uncaring people. So many unanswered questions.
sehnen
posted on Oct 05, 2009
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Greenfield (though I've already been to Turners today)Wasn't Oct. 2 Gandhi's birthday? Belated remembrances of the Mahatma.
When I was in Turners last Thursday, something happened that continues to completely baffle me about ne... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Oct 03, 2009
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GreenfieldI've said that last year at this time I was living outside in Turners Falls. September 30 I slept in Pesky Park. October 1st I slept at the river. I use the word "slept" loosely. Mostly I froze. I may have slept at the river... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 30, 2009
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Turners FallsHaunting/ghosting again today, as I do several days a week
I'm having website frustrations with soulcast. Here I am spending all this time updating every post I wrote last year, but when you go to my pages, the litt... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 28, 2009
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GreenfieldMore details I didn't write about last year, for various reasons...
A year ago today (9/29/08) I'd had advance warning that the respite people were going to kick me out the next morning, and I had no place to go. What ... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 23, 2009
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Turners FallsA year ago today (9/24/08, the Wednesday), I ran away from the shelter here in Turners. I'd been there since the 15th, and they were treating me fairly shabbily, staff and "guests" alike, and I just didn't need it anymore. I was... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 18, 2009
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GreenfieldI suppose I've mentioned before that back in May 08 someone using a phony internet name began dumping links to his blog into one of my email accounts. He's been doing it ever since. I've always suspected that this person is Matthew... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 17, 2009
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Turners Fallsother people's words, not mine, but only bits and pieces, because whole poems can't be tolerated...
the gods of this garden have all raised their grey wings and gone...
is there a way I can find you, is... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 16, 2009
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Turners FallsI'm listening to a book on tape, a novel, but an intelligent one. At one point a character talks about how we persistently go on loving the wrong person, hoping that something will change. That rarely happens.
And t... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 15, 2009
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Greenfieldfriends.... a subject i'm not able to get away from. i've been saying on these journals lately that i have one human friend, and that we had a time last week when it looked like it was over, but now we are on again.... yet i have a... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 11, 2009
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GreenfieldIt's 18 months today since the sheriff and the forcing me out of my home. 18 months tomorrow since my family were all taken away and I never saw even one of them again.
Today I wrote in other places. On mishi's blog at... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 10, 2009
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Turners FallsFor the first time in my life, poetry has been repugnant to me for many months now. But this one won't leave me alone today, so I guess I'm supposed to leave it here for someone I'm remembering today. I might have a few of the w... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 09, 2009
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Turners FallsSo it's 9-9-09. And last year there was an 8-8-08. Off the top of my head, I can't remember what I was doing on 8-8-08, I'd have to check back, and I'm too lazy to do that. Maybe I was with Matthew. And before that there was a 7... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 08, 2009
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Still Greenfield....51 blog links dumped into my email... not the first time that's happened in the last 18 months, but I didn't expect it would be happening anymore...
Dark darker than darkness... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 08, 2009
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GreenfieldTo answer your question, Steppe,: Apparently there was... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 04, 2009
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GreenfieldWell it's here, the anniversary I did my haunting for in Turners yesterday: the death of Rick. It's a half hour past noon; he'd already been brain dead and lying in Springfield on life support since 3:30 in the morning, but I didn'... read entire post