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I'm 55 and have a decimated existence thanks to many uncaring people. So many unanswered questions.
sehnen
posted about 18 hours ago
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Saturday 7 Nov 2009, GreenfieldMy journal names. Nemo (no-one), sehnen (longing) braon (for one of my dogs) mishi (for her father). I always tried to use my own name for my internet journals, but it was always already taken.
The... read entire post
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posted 1 day ago
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I've already been to Turners today and come back, so now I'm in Greenfield again. By the time I was 2 or 3 years old, I was a dyed-in-the-wool ancient greek skeptic. I had already adopted their "strategy of doubt." And yet at the same time -... read entire post
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posted 3 days ago
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Turners FallsThe Law of Noncontradiction... read entire post
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posted 4 days ago
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GreenfieldA year ago I was still living in Peskeomskut Park in Turners Falls. My only friends were the still the squirrels and birds, but they were great ones. For the first time since my family had been taken, I had animals to live with and... read entire post
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posted 5 days ago
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GreenfieldI wrote today, on braonwandering.wordpress.com, about a new child, a new friend. But the computer is telling me my allowance is just about up, so I obey. What the hell else can I do. The tecnology beast will just shut me off if I d... read entire post
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posted 10 days ago
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Turners FallsOn braonwandering.wordpress.com I've just written about a birth that took place 30 years ago. Now I come to soulcast to write about deaths.
There has been a rash of suicides in my life over the last 10 years:
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sehnen
posted on Oct 21, 2009
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Turners FallsI ain't afraid of your Jesus
I ain't afraid of your Jahweh
I ain't afraid of your Allah
I'm afraid of what you'll do
in the name of your god. (anonymous)
I didn't write that, someone else... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Oct 17, 2009
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GreenfieldInfinite Regress... Reductio ad absurdum
What's holding up the world?
A giant turtle.
And what's holding up the turtle?
Another turtle.
And what's holding up that one?
It's turtles. all th... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Oct 15, 2009
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Turners Fallsyes, haunting again today... haunting my memories of my own life as often as I can
Got a call from my daughter yesterday afternoon, a very rare event. She asked me if I were sitting down, so I knew she was going to ... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Oct 14, 2009
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Turners FallsIt was about this time last year that I was thrown off the canal one morning by officer Jimmy, and moved down to Peskeomskut Park, right in the center of town. And that's where I lived until officer Jimmy and officer Dan threw m... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Oct 10, 2009
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GreenfieldYet another thing I don't get about people. There are a great many people who don't take my situation very seriously. Once in a while I get exasperated and make a little speech. I had to make this speech to someone in Turners Falls... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Oct 05, 2009
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Greenfield (though I've already been to Turners today)Wasn't Oct. 2 Gandhi's birthday? Belated remembrances of the Mahatma.
When I was in Turners last Thursday, something happened that continues to completely baffle me about ne... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Oct 03, 2009
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GreenfieldI've said that last year at this time I was living outside in Turners Falls. September 30 I slept in Pesky Park. October 1st I slept at the river. I use the word "slept" loosely. Mostly I froze. I may have slept at the river... read entire post
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posted on Sep 30, 2009
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Turners FallsHaunting/ghosting again today, as I do several days a week
I'm having website frustrations with soulcast. Here I am spending all this time updating every post I wrote last year, but when you go to my pages, the litt... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Sep 28, 2009
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GreenfieldMore details I didn't write about last year, for various reasons...
A year ago today (9/29/08) I'd had advance warning that the respite people were going to kick me out the next morning, and I had no place to go. What ... read entire post