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sehnen's blog - subscribe I'm 55, single, have a decimated existence thanks to the department of mental health in greenfield, ma.

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thurs 4 september 08

i write in turners falls again today, as i did yesterday. on the bus over i couldn't stop crying, but such things happen often. i was thinking about the various buildings and streets, and that for 22 years they were JUST ...
thurs 28 aug 08

it's been a while. oh well.

as much as it sticks in my craw to say it, i owe the department of mental health
here in massachusetts an apology. they were not the ones who destroyed my life,
after all...
sat 16 aug 08

oh yes it does, fellas and gals, the hook hurts a whole hell of a lot. you own the hook, you made it, but you yourselves haven't been run through with it. it does indeed hurt. all pain is acceptable as long as it's inflicted by ...
tues 12 aug 08

i know someone who is 54 today. i'm not celebrating, really, nor cursing, really. simply noncommittal.

in my wormhood, in my state of amassing the critical volume of DE, i am gradually devolving. however THEY, the ...
friday 8 aug 08 (8-8-8... the chinese think this is a lucky day. they, however, are not worms on hooks)

apotheneiskein thelo. so the sibyl supposedly once said, when she was trapped. maybe she had asperger's. i myself can't stand to be trapp...
mon 4 aug

it gets to the point where ridiculousness becomes almost indescribable. changing clothes, having a haircut, voila, tweedle dum is now tweedle dee. you can become so bone-weary of simple things, like people walking with canes, or bir...
fri 1 aug 08

still the same, still the same...

i am still not human. in fact, i may have been demoted from worm to amoeba.
i am still homeless.
still sick, still tired, still accumulating critical volume, and all that...
mittwoch der 30ster juli 08


warum nicht auf deutsch schreiben? es ist alles jetzt sowieso scheiss egal. ich bin, wie jeder anderer, was ich bin. was ich bin ist unacceptabel (wie wird es denn geschrieben, ich vergesse). ich bin so zu d...
thurs 17 july 08

i am not a human being, i am not a human being, i am not a human being. i need to make a mantra of this so that i won't forget it, so that i won't engage in the unforgivable hubris of believing for even a momentchen that i AM...
mon 14 july 08

well, tired, tired. actually beyond tired. right away, ere i fall asleep here, i'd like to paraphrase lennon and mccartney.

they went out tiger hunting
with their elephants and guns
in case of accidents...
sat 12 july 08

not much time today. have been sick a couple of days. ambivalence, ambivalence. twenty-two years of ugliness and scars that i cannot erase from my perceptions of franklin county; they are there to stay. and yet, at the end when...
wed 9 july (is it?) 08

pretty polly puppet
was strangled by a string
and the cry was
deafening
-- barbara-anne dorn

i hope barbara-anne is okay. such a long time ago it all is, and ...
tues 8 july 08

18 weeks today folks, 18 and counting. how long will that count go on, do you think? how long will i let it, do you think, and let the public suffering and the public testing and the abrogation of my rights go on? how long, do ...
mon 7 july 08

so, not much time today. animals still to tell about, and Noogie, and so on. but i'm sick. i've mentioned before the teeming hordes of babysitters who watch what i eat, when and where i pee, what i do and where i go. well, there...
sat 5 july 08

a mish-mosh today, suspension of regular business. can't get too predictable. doesn't everyone who writes songs HAVE to write at least one corny love song? isn't that a rule or something? anyway, this is mine. from 1995. i am ab...
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