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I'm 55 and have a decimated existence thanks to many uncaring people. So many unanswered questions.
sehnen
posted about 22 hours ago
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GreenfieldThis Saturday, the next to last in November...
2009 --- Shiloh-Chailin has been with me for 3 weeks
2008 --- I woke in my sleeping bag in Peskeomskut Park in Turners. I fed the squirrels and
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posted 4 days ago
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Greenfield... (but I'm getting on the next bus to Turners Falls, to haunt a while)I hadn't seen Matthew in a couple of weeks, and once again thought he was gone. But last night, as I came out of a free church supper, there he was across the... read entire post
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posted 10 days ago
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GreenfieldTwenty months yesterday since the drama-laden, humiliation-maximized eviction. Twenty months since my way of life, as I had always known it, was obliterated. Since my family was taken, scattered, hidden, killed. And to this day, no... read entire post
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posted on Nov 07, 2009
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Saturday 7 Nov 2009, GreenfieldMy journal names. Nemo (no-one), sehnen (longing) braon (for one of my dogs) mishi (for her father). I always tried to use my own name for my internet journals, but it was always already taken.
The... read entire post
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posted on Nov 06, 2009
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I've already been to Turners today and come back, so now I'm in Greenfield again. By the time I was 2 or 3 years old, I was a dyed-in-the-wool ancient greek skeptic. I had already adopted their "strategy of doubt." And yet at the same time -... read entire post
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posted on Nov 04, 2009
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Turners FallsThe Law of Noncontradiction... read entire post
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posted on Nov 03, 2009
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GreenfieldA year ago I was still living in Peskeomskut Park in Turners Falls. My only friends were the still the squirrels and birds, but they were great ones. For the first time since my family had been taken, I had animals to live with and... read entire post
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posted on Nov 02, 2009
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GreenfieldI wrote today, on braonwandering.wordpress.com, about a new child, a new friend. But the computer is telling me my allowance is just about up, so I obey. What the hell else can I do. The tecnology beast will just shut me off if I d... read entire post
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posted on Oct 28, 2009
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Turners FallsOn braonwandering.wordpress.com I've just written about a birth that took place 30 years ago. Now I come to soulcast to write about deaths.
There has been a rash of suicides in my life over the last 10 years:
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posted on Oct 21, 2009
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Turners FallsI ain't afraid of your Jesus
I ain't afraid of your Jahweh
I ain't afraid of your Allah
I'm afraid of what you'll do
in the name of your god. (anonymous)
I didn't write that, someone else... read entire post
sehnen
posted on Oct 17, 2009
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GreenfieldInfinite Regress... Reductio ad absurdum
What's holding up the world?
A giant turtle.
And what's holding up the turtle?
Another turtle.
And what's holding up that one?
It's turtles. all th... read entire post
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posted on Oct 15, 2009
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Turners Fallsyes, haunting again today... haunting my memories of my own life as often as I can
Got a call from my daughter yesterday afternoon, a very rare event. She asked me if I were sitting down, so I knew she was going to ... read entire post
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posted on Oct 14, 2009
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Turners FallsIt was about this time last year that I was thrown off the canal one morning by officer Jimmy, and moved down to Peskeomskut Park, right in the center of town. And that's where I lived until officer Jimmy and officer Dan threw m... read entire post
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posted on Oct 10, 2009
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GreenfieldYet another thing I don't get about people. There are a great many people who don't take my situation very seriously. Once in a while I get exasperated and make a little speech. I had to make this speech to someone in Turners Falls... read entire post
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posted on Oct 05, 2009
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Greenfield (though I've already been to Turners today)Wasn't Oct. 2 Gandhi's birthday? Belated remembrances of the Mahatma.
When I was in Turners last Thursday, something happened that continues to completely baffle me about ne... read entire post