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you make me feel like i dont matter
you make me feel like your obligations and feelings are more important than mine
you make me feel like i'm just there for when you need me
you make me feel like you dont care when i need you

first,....i thought we were goin to jail,....
jake and i like to sit in the vacant culdesac at the undeveloped side of his neighborhood,.....i dont know why, maybe because it makes us feel like kids,.....or maybe its just because i like that oak...
and the weekend cant get here soon enough,,.......in three days, yes just three days blair and i are hill country road trippin

aaron watson friday night in spring
1100 springs saturday night at gruene hall (because everyone needs alittl...
uni asked me if texas country was different from nashville country,..

when i started to reply,.....it grew so long i just decided to post...
the baby isnt his,...we got the test back today,....he's devastated,...
i'm over it

since he told me,...things have been weird and strained with us,...a relationship state i'm more than familiar with

but i'm done...
whew,...
i'm much more calm now,..
i've sorted things out in my head, i think

so,...he had a kid with his friend,.....they had sex before he and i got serious,....and who am i to punish him for something that happened before me
my boyfriend just told me that the baby his friend had last week is his

and he doesnt understand why i cant talk to him right now,....i need to process...
mmmmm its been a strange few weeks,.....

tuesdays krista and i took a road trip to buckee's,.....
its like the disney land of gas station,..they have EVERYTHING,...
there are 12 billboards between here and buckee's advertiseing th...
i miss his voice,.....much more than i'll ever tell him

my monty's been out of town since last week now,......and though we text ever few hours, i've not heard his voice in three days,...and as sappy and silly as that is, i miss it

i was somewhat on a mission that day,....
i wanted my childhood back,....i wanted all those good, warm, fuzzy feelings they try and sell packaged in a disney movie...
i want to get some of this down before i sleep and loose it,...BUT

clapton and winwood were amazing tonight,...AMAZING
i've seen a ton of shows and have seen clapton twice, but there is just something about him with winwood,.....who i'm...
i've gotta find some cross ties,...you know, the ones the rail road uses,....they are big and heavy and soaked in tar, but i only need six

i've gotta find a train wreck or something, cuz i cant find them anywhere and my flower beds need to be...
i wish he were home,......
grated i see him two maybe three times a week,...BUT i just, wish today he was home,.....

after i left the bar, i called to check and see how his day went,......he's in oklahoma with his daddy, which is sweet,...
so the past two weeks have been great,....i officially have TWO days until eric clapton and steve winwood,......blair and i found me an adorable little hippie dress to wear,......i've decided to work mid days mostly,...because i love old men much much m...
i havent seen chance in five years, so when he called to tell me his mom was throwin him a college graduation party this weekend, i jumped at the thought of seein him, meeting his wife and just catchin up in general

i got to the party late as...
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