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redrocks
posted on Jun 04, 2008
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I am not doing a job I love, I am just spending my time day after day. I get envious of the success my boyfriend could get and of the fact he works longer than me. I am doing nothing to change my condition, thou I know I should.. things don't alway happe... read entire post
redrocks
posted on May 27, 2008
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This post contains mature theme. Reader discreption is advised.... read entire post
redrocks
posted on May 19, 2008
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.. thinking about why V. sent me an email and then disappeared again.. I would have liked to know about his life a lil more, but it seems he decided not to go on talking to me anyway.. it's been sad.I couldn't avoid thinking how it would have been ... read entire post
redrocks
posted on May 07, 2008
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I was a little down today as I was doing the shopping.. I had only 30 bucks in my wallet. Didn't need to but a lot, just milk, bread and some vegetables. But the problem was that I looked around and couldn't find anythinh he would eat. Now he's stopping... read entire post
redrocks
posted on May 02, 2008
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It seems I have a severe forme of cistitis.. That means sometimes I cannot keep my pee.. It's damnly embarassing. If I go to the bathroom every 2 hours I am ok. If I go beyond that time I start having problem. Yesterday I was at the supermarket and it ha... read entire post
redrocks
posted on Apr 29, 2008
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this is a note I wrote days ago and I want to keep it even if the situation is much better now:"why do I hate you do much sometimes? Is it just my nerves or what else?"... read entire post
redrocks
posted on Apr 24, 2008
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.. I enjoyed my long walkaround this morning, me alone in a town I do not know. Buying what I need and also organizing a little stupid surprise for my man, i.e. I bought some wafers and water that I will put in his lunch pack for tomorrow.. I love spendi... read entire post
redrocks
posted on Apr 24, 2008
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My clandestine blogging continues. I am alone right now since he is out for a sort of test. So I am here and I can update this blog.We splitted several days ago but we are again here and together since we made the choice of this adventure in anothe... read entire post
redrocks
posted on Apr 09, 2008
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went to a doctor months ago, telling her that I thought I had some problem.. It seems that sometimes I cannot keep my pee.. This is extremely embarassing.. She just gave me some medications but I do not think it worked. I went there again. She said it wa... read entire post
redrocks
posted on Mar 29, 2008
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two days then I will leave and I am praying to god that this experience is not going to be just a mess or a big mistake. Today I am not sure of anything. And even my relationship feels wrong. I am leaving with the guy I am supposed to love, but it's like... read entire post
redrocks
posted on Feb 29, 2008
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My last two times have been strange... I don't know, it's like all the things that commonly make me feel excited don't work. I dunno.. I felt like a doll in my partner's hands. Like just a piece of flesh used for him to get his satisfaction.. I know it's... read entire post