Christine....i was a pig.....and...i want to thank you for all that you did for me

Im sorry if my German is off...

 

Thank You

 

To me you'll be forever sacred.....You break the ice when you speak....With every breath you take, you save me

 

Good night.....My Love...

 

I hope after reading this you will take me back and ill change anything you want me to change.....i love you....ive loved you ever since i first saw you in Mrs. Williams english class back in jr. high.....the first time i saw you, my first thoughts were, "who is she.....i have to try and get her to like me" I spent that entire year trying to get you to notice me....and you did.....i still remember the first thing you asked me, "hi...do you have a pencil i can borrow" it took me almost a minute to get over you talking to me, that by the time i got the pencil out and handed it to you, mrs. Williams thought i was cheating and took up my test.....but i could care less.....The first conversation we had.....ill never forget it.....we were paired up for the fieldtrip to Medivel Times.....i got to sit with you on the hour bus ride there...and we talked about everything....and we had a lot in comman....ill also never forget the day that i finally got the courage to ask you out....it was right after the christmas break...you had given me your number before the break and we talked the entire 2 weeks...i was head over heals for you...i remember walking up to you in the lunch line and asking you to talk...we walked around the school...and i finaly took a breath and asked you out.....at first i was afraid you were gonna say know...but to my surprised you looked at me, smiled and said yes....i thought my heart was going to stop...that was the first time i kissed you on the cheek and we hugged......then there was our first real kiss...the best day of my life...we were at lunch outside and we were alone, talkign and eating....i did the usual and got you your lunch and sat by the tree on the side of the school.....we sat and talked about school...the we started staring at eachother then i leaned in and we kissed for what felt like to short a time...but in reality it was 5 minutes....the best five minutes of my life......there are a lot of fond moments i have of you and those are the earliest i have.....we had a very intimate relationship....and as i write this im crying my eyes out thinking about how much i miss you....and i have the scars to prove how much i miss you.....i know the scars are nothing compared to what i did to you......but please....at least talk to me....i love you so much and i dont want to lose you....please......