It's been a couple days since I started talking to Mr. Wonderful.  Everything I have learned about him I like, and I want to know more about him and talk to him more.  I don't think I have enjoyed talking to someone as much as I enjoy talking to him.  The more we talk the more qualities he shares with the men I admire and respect highly.  He even somewhat measures up to the kind of man Uncle Larry was, which is a tough feat let me tell you.

I admit I am falling fast for him, which does scare me a little.  I mean we just started talking, we haven't even met yet, so how could I be falling so fast and so hard?  I have this feeling that he will bring the best out of me, he has so far, unlike Jacob who brought out the worst.  I mean with Jacob I started doing things I swore I would never do, and I think with Sam, he would never put me in a position where I would be uncomfortable.  I also think that when he holds me and hugs me, I will finally feel safe and protected.  I don't know why. 

We could talk for hours, and already have a hard time letting each other go just to go to bed and be able to talk the next day.  I could only imagine what it would be like when we do finally meet.  I can't wait...After two or three days I know I'm in trouble with this one.  It also seems like I have finally found someone who will accept me for me, and not expect things from me that I couldn't possibly be able to give or do, the way Jacob did and still tries to do.

I know I said after all that I have been through, God better have had something good in store for me, but I never expected to find someone like Sam, and online no less.