It is Friday night and Kyle is out with his friends. This is the first time that he has really left me alone at night before. And it's silly because I am a big girl and lived alone for a long time before we got together. But I don't like it anymore.......
It's lonely, but it is also scary because our house is haunted. I really think it is!! Weird things keep happening and strange noises and toys making noise w/out batteries in them.....it's a little creepy! But nothing has happened lately, so I am just being a big fraidy cat.
Kyle is at a birthday thing with some friend of his from work. He said that I could come along, but I would have been the only woman there. It was supposed to be a 'boys night'. I did not want to intrude on that. I don't know the birthday boy anyway. I would have probably just seemed like the clingy girlfriend if I had insisted on going. I don't want to be that person.
Besides I know that it is good to have time apart sometimes. That's healthy and good for a relationship. We spend almost all of our free time together, so maybe it was time for a little break? I thought that I would have lots to do like read my book and paint my nails and watch TV shows that Kyle doesn't like.........oh and I'm here too! I thought it would be good to try and catch up at SC since I never seem to have the time to do that either.
But I am anxious for him to come home too......I don't know why. It's silly. It's not even late yet, but I guess that I just don't like being alone anymore because I am spoiled at always having him here........everything is better when he is here :)
I will survive though! But I sure am very glad that this is not my life anymore........alone every night.......I don't miss that.
