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As I woke up and got showered at Master J’s on Sunday morning, he asked if I would go and get his Sunday paper for him. I agreed, and he proceeded to pull out of the drawer of the dresser one of my slinkiest and most sexy night-dresses. I inquired what that was for, and he proceeded to tell me that it would be what I was to wear to fetch his paper.

To put it into context, the past few weeks, since we returned from holiday, we have both had hectic schedules and haven’t spent too much time together – hence me falling very much behind on my daily blow job duties. Even after giving my best catch-up efforts on Saturday, I was still 9 behind as we awoke on Sunday. So on Saturday night he had told me that I’d be making extra efforts to catch up this week, but whatever the backlog was by Friday, the slate would be wiped clean, but in punishment of failing in my responsibilities and duties, I’d have to be extra obedient this week and accept a series of more challenging tasks, more revealing outfits, and more slutty behaviour.

I knew it was a punishment I deserved, as I am fully aware that the completion of my daily blow job duty is fully my responsibility and I should always make the effort to ensure it’s success, no matter what schedule conflicts we have.

My punishment started on the Saturday night as J used a new toy on me – a flogger – which is a multi-tassled whip type of item. He flogged both my ass cheeks hard and repetitively until they were bright red and raw, but before any blood was drawn. The pain was quite bad, and I had tears in my eyes as I begged for lenience.

As regular blog readers will know, pain doesn’t play a major part in our relationship, and it’s certainly not my favourite thing. But I understand it’s relevance and significance, and accept it as punishment where it’s deemed fit.

After he’s gotten me to beg for him to stop and beg to be used by his wonderful cock, he proceeded to use my body and all available holes for his pleasure. Anal was particularly uncomfortable on this occasion due to my flogging, but even still, not quite as bad as when he took me from behind, his hips pounding my abused ass cheeks hard and fast with every thrust. We certainly didn’t “make love”, it was a “fuck” pure and simple. But still, I welcomed being used by his magnificent tool and giving him pleasure.

Onto Sunday morning, and the nightdress he pulled out from the dresser was blue and black, sheer in parts and lacy in others, my nipples just about visible through the lacy top, sheer at all other areas, and literally only just covering my ass and pussy in length. I put it on, added a pair of my highest heels as instructed, tied my hair up and put on a bit of lippy, so I looked presentable, but not over-done, as I was going out in my nightdress after all! I added my short tie-around-the-waist coat to my ensemble, before Master J removed the tie, gave me some money and sent me on my way. It was a five minute walk to the shop, my coat didn’t do up and the wind made it difficult for me to hold it shut. And once at the shop I had to let my coat go to pick up and pay for my items, giving the shopkeeper quite the shock as he stared at the scantily clad blonde in front of him as I forced a smile and handed over the money. I walked back home, still in the same predicament, only carrying a loaf of bread, a bottle of milk, and a newspaper (I was instructed not to get a bag), making it all the harder to hold my coat closed.

I received a few second glance looks and stares from the few people who were out as I walked what seemed like the longest road in the world to get home.

I was embarrassed by the situation, but the growing dampness between my legs showed my true colours. I couldn’t wait to get home and thank Master J for setting me such an exciting and exhilarating challenge! :-)

But I knew the coming week was going to be a bit of a challenge for me, although now instead of dreading it like I was kind of doing hours earlier, I could almost say I was looking forward to finding out what it may entail.

 



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  • collared_whore's_Master said on Nov 15, 2007....
    What a delightful visual. Nice to have you back, blogslut.
    I look forward to reading more of this week's punishment.
     
     
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2008....
    There is a thread through all of your posts of resistance to your master, rather than delight in being trained, delighted in being slected, and recognition of how far you must move in order to be a worthy slave of a master. You seem more like a whore who is doing things to please the master in order to enjoy his cock, rather than someone bound by submissive love and recognition that they need direction. You need to develop pride in carrying out your master's instructions, desire to become the person who does not need to be ordered to wear appropriate clothing or walk in an appropriate way. Instead you resist it, essentially cheating your master. You act as if your body and your sexuality belongs to you and not to your master. You seem like someone who is just trying to get laid, not someone who has truly dedicated her life to total submission. A well trained, true sub, aspires to select the proper clothing that expresses her master's desires, not as punishment but as a sign of her submission and her master's dominance. There is much power in that, not only in the orders of the master, much less in fear of punishment, but int he way a true submissive will do for her master what no one else on earth will do. However, you seem to be trying to fudge, trying to cheat, trying to "get through it all" in order to enjoy the benefits of your master's cock and guidance. You need to look firmly at yourself and dedicate yourself to working to joyfully and freely submit. Y
  • cynosure.2008 said on Aug 10, 2008....
    I am quite new to the idea of this lifestyle. I am very interested in pursuing it with someone. I have met a great guy that is very much the Dominant partner. I am not sure if I am reacting properly, as I insist upon resisting and being insolent. The more upsey he becomes, the happier it makes me. Any thoughts, ideas, suggestions to a new, willing learner??
  • blogslut said on Aug 22, 2008....
    cynosure - at the beginning, everybody resists and is insolent, and for most that never completely goes away. Only a very select few become completely 100% never questioning submissives. I'm not one of those, I will freely admit that, and although part of me envy's those who are, I don't think I ever want to go that far. I like to maintain a little free-will and independence. Hence the comments of people like "anonymous" above, but I don;t mind that, I've found a niche that works very well for me. I have a hard and stressful life away from bdsm, and I use bdsm to help me unwind, relax, give away my power. It is a fun addition to life, it isn't my whole life.
     
    But anyway, back on topic - if you're happy with your Dominant partner, then just relax and let things flow naturally. If things are meant to be, then they will be. Let him guide you and teach you, and develop a trust with each other that lets you relax and open up more, and as time goes by, your walls will begin to come down a little and both of you will notice the change as things begin to fall into place for the two of you.
     
    There's no more specific advice I can give you, your reactions shouldn't be forced, so if you don't feel you're reacting properly, it generally means that time is needed to work on that. You can't just change these things dramatically overnight.
     
    Or, on the other hand, you could just try doing as he says, bitch! lol.
     
    (I'm just joking around as that memory just popped into my head and made me chuckle - a very brief meeting I had once with a fairly poor Dom who didn't really have the right way of getting across what he wanted in a clear and Dom-like fashion. He just ended up getting very upset and shouting at me "just do what I tell you, bitch!" Just a funny story of an encounter that was never meant to be!! lol)
     
    Take care,
    Blogslut xx
  • cynosure.2008 said on Aug 22, 2008....
    Thank you for responding to me. One - I like your personality - you seem to have a bit of me in you - a little feisty, yet yearn to be put in your place? I have wondered lately - where does that come from? The desire to have a man overpower you and be your Master? I am incredibly independent, intelligent and have opinions of men I will not go into here, but, the thought of being submissive and letting a man be in control and overpower me is terribly intoxicating. My Dominant partner is simply temporary as I will NOT have relations with a married man, but, he is truly wonderfuly and kind and I am learning from him in ways that have so surprised me about myself. You are very lucky to have your Master and I hope you tell him so after you read this. I have no clue how to find the one that is right for me. Time will tell. BTW, in reference to your relationship that did not work out.... Yeah, right BITCH, just do what I say...... screw you! No? The simple fact of the matter is that he did not get what this is all about. My best to you and your Master.

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