ok i know some of you my readers are curios to know what i'm planning to do ever since i quit school. after that big decision i admit i didnt know what to do so i asked some of my closest friends and my teachers on what would they suggest.
some of them suggested i continue on my schooling. at least i'll have a diploma or something. some of them suggested i go to culinary school since they think im more suitable in that feld. some suggested i take up anything with computers. one of my closest friend who knows me better than the rest see my potential in marketing. since i talk so much and i'm very friendly. she told me she could see my talent in talking to other people. i told her im not a good speaker. she said i could easily influence other people with the way i talk to them. i have a certain charisma that people like.
really? i didnt know that... my other friend suggested that i should be a writer since she knows i love to write. and i showed her some of my posts in here. she could see the potential.
all of the suggestions were okay for me. and i think i may go down on those roads. but one suggestion that really hit me. you know like when you heard it and then a light bulb started to light in your head?
my former teacher suggested i should go to business. since she knows my father is a businessman. he owns a hardware store) and she knows i enjoy cooking so suggested i should build a bakery...
and yup... the light bulb lights so brightly i can't sleep thinking about it.
i'm not even certain to sharing this with you guys because i dont think the idea would work. remember my rants???
but after reading a book that changed my life and talking to my cousins. yeah i realize i could do this.
i have talk to my parents abot this and i know deep inside they are okay with it. i mean i talk to my father about building a bakery and he doesn't mind at all. i know he thinks this is a good idea.
but i know this would take a lot of hard work, deidication and i know many hardships and problems will come my way. but it's okay. i know it's all a part of it.
i have so many ideas about this and my family and friends can see that i could do this.
yesterday i baked my first cupcake...
my chocolate cupcake... yeah it doesn't llok great but it tastes so divine!!! i could sell this!! but know i have to perfect my cupcakes before actully selling it.
so today i try to experiment. i used margarine instead of butter....
big mistake!!! it has less moisture than yesterday. oh well that means i gotta use butter.
isn't this fun? yeah i'm having a blast! it's tiring but it's really fun!!!
so people out there this isn't just those dreams or plans that i think but never do. i'm actually putting action on it! i'm already starting to look for school for a culinary degree! and so far there are many here in the manila!
i'm so excited!!! me a pastry chef/businesswoman???
i feel so fucking fabulous!!!
but dont worry guys i wont give up my other dreams like writng a novel and building an empire.
hmmmm.... maybe a bread empire????
LOL!!!
the future is much more clear now. i have destination. and i know the journey would be hard but i'm gonna do it!!!
keep on blogging!!!
p.s.
so sorry if i haven't read a lot of you guys lately i've been very busy but i'll read you guys if i have the time!!!
by the way i'm so excited for beyonce's concert later!!!! =)
