Negativity abounds. Mini-rant, brewing for several days:
You know what, pal? I could not possibly care less why you aren't speaking to me. This childish game of sulking and pouting until you so graciously offer to tell me why I'm getting the silent treatment is way past getting on my last nerve. I hope you choke on it. I'm so tired of feeling like I don't measure up to your expectations. Don't lecture me like I'm your child instead of your wife. I won't beg for your approval. You can shove it for all I care.
The pain in my hands and hips is really bad today. All I want to do is sit with my hands in warm water or wrapped in a heating pad. I am starting to hate the cold damp weather of late fall. The pain is always worse.
I'm so tired. It might be nice to sleep more than three or four hours at a time.
Sigh... I need to go look for positivity.
