luci-fur's tags:
In the grips of 
nothingness, 
when tears and hurt
paralyse
the ferocity of
heartache...
somehow my hand
knows to reach
for the only thing i know 
will always be there.
it's inside the universe
in the galaxy 
nearer to the solar system
there in the world
inside the country's city
right in my street
inside my house
at my desk
inside my body
in my mind
that speck.
the thing that i control
that no one else can.



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  • crybabylu said on Nov 05, 2007....
    I enjoy these poems.
  • silverwhisper said on Nov 05, 2007....
    you understand that you and you alone are responsible for controlling how you feel about your place in the universe. this is a good thing, luci-fer. :>

    ed
  • Me-Myself&I said on Nov 05, 2007....
    **smile**.....just running thru all that you have written
    recently. see ya
  • luci-fur said on Nov 05, 2007....
    thanks cbl and mmi.

    ed: hi. yeah, i cognitively understand it, emotionally sometimes i still struggle. well struggle may not be the right word, i fight it. i get angry at life. i want what i want and life is withholding, so i feel like giving up. sometimes. wax and wane. this life is emotionally complex, difficult and sometimes really confusing. and sometimes i give up on trying to fit into it. sometimes i don't even want to fit into it because i don't like it. sometimes i do like it.

    confused? 
    luci.
  • silverwhisper said on Nov 06, 2007....
    i think that we all resent that understanding at times, luci. :>

    ed

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It is harder to share pain than it is joy. Sometime with the help of friends and family, we endure our pains. But sometimes we have to stand alone. But if you maintain a postive outlook and endure cheerfully, we will find more company along the way....

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