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Fallyn posted on Oct 31, 2007 | views: 362 | Tags: living, joy, flying, imagery, names, leave
My name.
The one i chose for here.

The image to me is the connotation of falling off my pedestal into the wonderful abyss below

goody two shoes, perfect, non swearing, bible memorizing,
parent pleasing, church going, homemaker wannabe.

i never have been that person...but my god did i TRY.

i wasn't ever anything else......the images would come.
but i'd force them from my mind....as not being....clean.

i have fallyn....and it's a wonderful feeling.

i'm in the real world.
and my artist self blooms......and flys. ....fly and fall.....fallyn.

something like that....i know...possibly too corny.....but...it's who i am.

without the darkness how can i revel in the light?

without sadness how can i know joy?

i don't fall and hit the ground.....i fall.......and soar.
rarely touching the ground....never staying in the heavens.....

exploring everything........
joy at the world around me....even the dark spots....it's all life meant to be lived.

and boy do i have a story to tell.

a story of pain to be sure.......but it makes my future that much brighter.

i have come from so low.......and i fly..........and swoop.....and let myself fall......

it's the imagery....i'm sure only i can see it.
i spend too much time with the pictures in my head.

ahh well......so is life.


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  • silverwhisper said on Oct 31, 2007....
    fallyn, i don't think any of us can measure up to our ideals 100% of the time. i think you should learn to forgive yourself, learn to be kind to yourself just as you might be to a friend who says such things of him or her self.

    ed
  • Fallyn said on Oct 31, 2007....
    my ideals have changed....and are now virtually non existent

    i just want to live as best i know how, i want to grow, and learn, and not limit myself.

    life is to be lived......and there is wonder all around us.


  • uniquely-ironic said on Oct 31, 2007....
    Welcome to the wonderful world of imperfection!  Seriously, I'm glad you're here.  You have a sense of humor, quick wit and a warmth that will more than compensate for minor flaws here and there.
  • Fallyn said on Oct 31, 2007....
    awwwwwwwwwwwwwww

    seriously feeling warm and fuzzy.

    i have never felt so welcomed as when i first started posting here....what....all of THREE days ago?

    and now you guys are feeling like family.....how did THAT happen????
  • rupert7 said on Oct 31, 2007....
    don't get too excited! I had a post here a while ago called "Hotel California" and all agreed that once you venture into SC it is well nigh impossible to leave again. Some have left only to be dragged back kicking and screaming! This is the point of no return. Welcome to the Hotel California!!!  LOL hehehehe
  • Fallyn said on Oct 31, 2007....
    i LOVE that song. *grin*

    no problems!
  • rupert7 said on Nov 01, 2007....
    Fallyn - no problems - as long as you don't try to leave!! (maniacal cackle followed by evil grin) only joking but don't try to leave -  ok??
  • Fallyn said on Nov 01, 2007....
    uh......k?
  • rupert7 said on Nov 01, 2007....
    Fallyn - only joking  only joking!

    what exactly does uh......k? mean though?? 
  • Fallyn said on Nov 01, 2007....
    *laughing* it's the lazy retards version of Okay.
  • rupert7 said on Nov 01, 2007....
    Fallyn - *gasp of relief and chuckle* I was afraid you pegged me as a fruit cake! don't listen to what the others might say--I am perfectly normal-- I AM!! or so I tells me anyway! lol

    I once heard a story on the origin of OK. It seems a Engineer was unable to spell so whenever he inspected anything and found it satisfactory  he would mark it O.K. which was his abbreviation of  All correct!!  ingenious but far fetched I think!
  • Fallyn said on Nov 01, 2007....
    oh please don't tell me you are normal..that wouldn't be ANY fun!

    hey....OK.....makes sense to me! *laughing*
  • queenparanoia said on Nov 01, 2007....
    it's a pleasure meeting you fallyn... =)
  • Fallyn said on Nov 01, 2007....
    thankyou queen! i'ts a pleasure meeting you too!
  • crybabylu said on Nov 07, 2007....
    you describe your "fall" much like the one that Nicholas Cage did in "City of Angels", only he hit the ground.  We all have fallen in some way or another,  to me it is letting go of dreams and ideas, that sometimes are not our own.  In my life it has been a positive, because that is when I truly began the journey of finding my own way and developing my dreams and ideas.
  • Fallyn said on Nov 07, 2007....
    i dont think  ive seen that movie.
  • crybabylu said on Nov 11, 2007....
    it is a wonderful movie with nicholas cage and meg ryan.

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