Girly and I spoke last night, she called me at night and we spoke for an hour or so.  I told her about the new woman that I met and how excited I feel about her.  She got a little jealous, but then again who is she to get jelous?  She’s the married one.  I told her very well that if Elizabeth becomes my girlfriend, or any other girl, there is no way that I can keep having sex with her, because that would be cheating and I just don’t want to start a new relationship like that.  It’s not fair to anyone.

This morning we met up and had sex- it was great.  I cant deny the fact that I still care about her and that I still see her as a my little porcelain doll.  She’s so soft, she smells so good, she’s so pretty, I just act like a hard ass around her.  When I become intimate with her, I still get nervous….. I can’t control it.  But it seems that she loves to be with me because she keeps calling me for sex.  Which is fine because I don’t want any emotional ties.  She told me that I was delicious! Well, so was she.

She’s obviously having an affair, I’m not because Im actually single, and its by choice… Who know’s I might make Elizabeth my girlfriend- I’m just taking it slow- I don’t want to rush into things and make a mistake.

Well, Friday Elizabeth and I are having Dinner, Saturday we are leaving to Fantasy fest, and Sunday, I will be studying………

O my god, I’ve gained like a good 20lbs- but I look good, I gained the weight all in the right places, lol,  Just got back from lunch and Girly called me- she cant seem to keep away.  The curiosity to be with a woman kills her, she wants more and more, and I’m loving it.