Okay, as you all have gathered from many of my blogs, I'm a pretty open woman sexually. I have never said no to trying something new for a lover in the bedroom. I've got to say though, I'm not sure about "Trannie Porn" ... I guess I should watch it sometime ...
What??? Where the Hell are you going with this today, Simply K-Lo, you ask?
Well, my ex, yes the infamous ex that I know I shouldn't have gone back to (whatever - it's not worth me analyzing anymore or making excuses - the sex is great and he was with me when my youngest daughter was born ...) Anyway, we were talking recently about some of the "issues" we've had in our relationship. He's horrible at communicating so this in itself was a good sign. I told him that we have to be open with each other and we can't have any secrets. In line with this, I mentioned to him that it bothers me that he keeps his porn locked up in a suitcase and given that we have watched pornos together before, and he lives alone, why would he lock it up as if he's hiding something?
I know, it seems trivial, but my sex toys and porn are all tucked away in my closet where my kids can't see it or get to it, but certainly is accessible to him ... why wouldn't he want to share?
Well, he left his suitcase unlocked for me to check out ... he didn't want to be with me when I did though. It was innocent ... regular porn, girl on girl porn, a naked photo of me taken on "Our Beach" ... then I saw what he worried about ... not just one transvestite porno, but lots of them ... Yes, this is the same boyfriend who admitted to me over a year ago that he'd been with a trannie ... thought it was a woman when he was out partying with his friends but when he found out otherwise, it didn't stop him ...
So, yeah ... I'm not sure what I think about him and trannies or trannie porn? Is that fair or am I being too "prissy" all of a sudden or something? I mean, I am the only person he ever admitted this too and I told him that I "accept" him even though I don't understand and find it "strange" ... so I shouldn't care about all the Trannie Pornos then should I?
Have any of you watched a trannie porno? I don't dare watch one with him because I'm afraid I might find it disturbing and get really disgusted or upset or something when he gets really turned on by it. Maybe I should borrow one and check it out when I'm alone ... or maybe, I should just let him watch them when he's alone and not think about it.
I don't know ... I just don't see any attraction to it. I don't want a beautiful female body ruined by a cock, nor do I want to look at a big, powerful, sexy cock and see tits above it ...
What do you think?
