I have at one time or another in my 20s and 30s experienced  panic attacks, agoraphobia, free floating anxiety, mania etc. I have lately wondered if  I'M GOING CRAZY because of the following thoughts and actions???

 

>Dreaming I'm an airplane heading toward a mountain, no way to avoid collision despite pulling up on the throttle.

 

>>Stealing from neighborhood pharmacy & grocery store(if they catch me I'll be arrested)

 

>>Stealing books from store where I work (if they find out I'll be fired)

 

>>Running out of bars and restaurants without paying and leaping over subway turnstiles.

 

>>Sitting alone in bars several times a week and drinking during the day.

 

>>Compulsively lying about the smallest things.

 

>>Writing get well cards to strangers.

 

 

A diagnosis would be greatly appreciated.