I guess it’s time to accept the fact that I’m just not gonna get laid regularly.  So, if I want to have orgasms on a regular basis I’ll have to rely on myself and my battery operated friends.

Here is an update on the status of my various relationships:

Hubby hasn’t touched me since Sunday and when he was done fucking me on that particular day he said not to bother him until Wednesday.  He really knows how to turn a girl on.

GF1 that I was pursuing with great zeal suddenly had a change of heart.  She’s bi-curious and I guess I was too confident or forward, I don’t really know.  The whole oral sex thing was stressing her out.  Anyway, something I said (or did) on Friday totally put her off.  We never even got around to sex, just talked about it.  Now, no GF1 - Strike 1.

Couple1 is a no go.  The guy is interested but the woman is not.  Now, no couple1 - Strike 2

Couple 2 is up in the air.  The guy is interested in a threesome (I think) but I have yet to hear the woman’s response.  I’m inclined it will be similar to Couple1.

BF1 is dealing with personal stuff that leaves no time for me.  I haven’t been with him in a month.  A huge part of me understands what he is going through because I’m struggling with some of the same issues.  But another part of me still wants him to find time to send a text message (first - if I can do this so can he) or pick up the phone and call (even if we can only talk for a few minutes) or just stop by because I’m sure we both could use a hug.  I’m not sure how to classify this particular relationship and I’m not sure if it will continue and if it does for how long.  It’s up in the air and I’m starting to get impatient about it.  A lot of that impatience probably comes from the lack of sex in my life right now.  I’m frustrated and I’m pissed off.  To be fair, it’s really not his fault and I think that just makes me more aggravated because when it’s no one’s fault and no one to blame then there’s no one I can yell at.

BF2 will have time for me when his wife begins working.  Yeah, w/e.  I’ve heard that “soon” thing before and I’m sick of it.  I’m getting sick of the whole men thing anyway.  I want GFs.

I feel a really selfish bitchy phase coming on!  Fuck y’all you can kiss my ass!