I just read my last post now that I'm sobered up. I was pretty drunk when I wrote that blog. Drinking is a dangerous thing. Ya I think lately speed is the least of my problems, it's easy for me to control. Sure I get cravings and shit, but I can control them and not act upon them.
Am I an addict? - Yes.
Am I addicted to meth? - No.
What am I addicted to then? - Getting fucked up in general.
Is it good? - I don't think any addiction is good.
Will I stop getting fucked up? - Yes, I have to, court issues.
Will I let drugs ruin my life? - Why would I let ANYTHING ruin my life?
Like I've preached before it's all about control, Jedi style. I used to have a gambling addiction that put drug use to shame. Hell, I even had an internet gaming addiction that stole a year of my life from me, made me unhealthy, overweight, and anti-social.
I don't see any problem with drugs, they're great for recreational purposes. Yes, there is other ways to have fun, I know this, and I do a lot of things without being on drugs, and those things are fun too. So, why don't I just stop doing drugs and do other things to have fun instead? Because I don't see a problem with drugs, nor do I want to limit myself. I don't think I've mentioned this before, but I'm an anarchist. I believe in freedom. I don't believe in the laws restricting drug use, nor do I buy into all the propaganda saying drug use will ruin you. It will only if you let it. Bottom line, do whatever it is that you want to do, don't deny yourself. Live. Have fun. Just be free. No regrets.