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I don't know what brought this on.  Maybe it's the fever, mixed with the percocet I took last night to try to take away the pain from my lip.  (The fever blister has turned into a swollen lip, looks and feels like I got punched.)

It starts off with me driving down the road in what feels like a mountain area.  The road is narrow and there is a car parked almost in the middle of the road.  I slow down and try to go around it, but end up hitting it.  I back up a long ways, around a corner, and start driving back.  My intention is to speak to the owner of the car, and as I pull up, sure enough, there are now a handful of people standing out there.  At first I think it's because I hit the car, but then I look to the left where there's a lake, and notice a car sinking into the water.  Not only that, but the car is not empty.  The front seats are empty, but in the back sits a mother, her son, and daughter.  Actually, the daughter is somehow standing on the edge of the car, mostly out of the water.  They are all redheads, the girl being around 11, the boy, maybe 5.  No one is acting like anything is wrong.  I jump out of the car, run over, and help the girl onto dry land.  She seems grateful.  Now the car is almost under the water, so I dive in and manage to get into the car.  I'm figuring it should be easy to pull the other two out and to safety.  After all, I am an excellent swimmer.  Once inside the car though, the doors won't open and the windows are up.  The windows have the old fashioned window rollers, so I'm trying to unroll the window, but it's very hard w/all the water pressure.  It's a slow process, and I can tell I'm about to drown.  The mother and son simply sit there, as if resigned to dying.  I finally open the window enough to wriggle out.  I don't try to take anyone w/me.  I assume that it's been so long, it's too late.

Next, I'm in a large building which appears to be some hellish combination of a college and my current job.  I'm telling some people the story of the sinking car, when the little redhead boy comes up to me.  He has a friend w/him and is telling his friend how I saved his life.  He reaches out to me and I take his hand.  His friend is telling him what a special friend he's found in me, someone willing to save his life.  I feel good for a few minutes, but then remember that I didn't save his life.  His hand feels all cold and clammy, and I begin to wonder if I'm holding the hand of a dead boy.

Last, and worst: My bf and I are lying in bed.  He is trying to wake me up, saying that someone is knocking on our bedroom door.  He whispers frantically, "It's Edgar Allan, what the hell could he want??"  In the dream this made perfect sense to me, he was telling me that one of Edgar Allan Poe's nightmare creatures was visiting us.  I was terrified but still having a hard time waking up.  I woke up a little more and heard the knocking on the door.  Someone/thing was in the house.  My bf began crawling over me, trying to get to the giant knife I keep on my nightstand.  "Wake up!  Wake up!"  He hissed at me.

And that did it.  I woke up. 



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  • evil_twin said on Oct 08, 2007....
    Those were some dreams! I'll do my best to interpret the strongest symbols here though. A car accident means you feel like something in your life is out of your control. And normally a lake would be a peaceful thing, but since you saw a car sinking in it, it suggests you're going through some sort of emotional turmoil. To feel like you're drowning means you're overwhelmed with emotions or repressed issues. And to see others drowning signifies that you're becoming too deeply involved in something that is out of your control.

    See a redhead means you need more vitality in your life and it's time to make some dramatic changes. Trying to rescue someone means there is a part of yourself that you're ignoring. I would say that the part of the dream where you're at work, but it feels more hellish, symbolizes how you really see that place. And the fact that the boy says you saved him, but you know you didn't, has something to do with the part of yourself your ignoring. And maybe you have a hard time accepting praise or compliments, because you're not sure you deserve it.

    The last part of your dream, where there is an intruder trying to get into your bedroom, has to do with feelings of unwanted thoughts that are breaking your piece of mind, or unwanted sexual advances. That might make sense given your last blog entry with the creepy guys at the bar! And the knife symbolizes wanting and needing to cut ties to something that's upsetting you.

    So, does this make sense? Just from what little I know from reading your blogs, I think this really has a lot to do with your job and how you feel about it.

    -evil_twin LA
  • amyispretty said on Oct 08, 2007....
    Wow, it's all really, really bad.  Thanks for the interpretation, it's appreciated.  It sounds about right.  I'm so screwed up in the head right now.  I almost didn't go to work today, but have decided to stick to my goal of giving it this one last week to shape up, or at least not be terrible.  Tonight was not bad.  I do feel like I need some dramatic changes.  I need a better life outside of work, maybe that will help.  I'm gonna work on that.
  • Tara115 said on Oct 09, 2007....
    Hey, Just wanted to say I am sorry about your grandmother. When exactly are you coming up, do you know? Gail was Mad that Eileen called her at 6:34 AM to tell her about it. But then she said I was getting up at 7 anyway so i guess it wasn't that big a deal. I was like OMFG, you are an asshole!!! lol
  • catch22 said on Oct 12, 2007....
    WILD!
  • hotaka said on Oct 14, 2007....

    What happened when you woke up? Anything? I once had a dream in which my mother suddenly appeared and told me my girlfriend was in trouble. I awoke at once and just then heard the sound of a glass of water being knocked over in the living room. My girlfriend was sleeping on the sofa and had turned in her sleep, knocking over the water glass, which then spilled on the table and nearly soaked a stack of photos I had put there to show her the night before.

    Edger Allan in a dream would be kind of cool. I haven't read him in ages.

  • amyispretty said on Oct 27, 2007....
    Tara, Eileen tried to call me last night.  For some reason she blocked her number, but left me a vm.  I haven't called her back yet.  Shit has been insane around her.  I'll have to call you in the afternoon one day this coming week to fill you in on some of the whackier shit in which I haven't written about.
     
    Catch, Yes.  Wild and horrifying.
     
    Hotaka, When I woke up I got out of bed and stumbled into the living room where my bf was.  I stayed up until daylight, trying to get that shit outta my head. 

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