2 years ago I lost weight- I went from a tight size 14 to an 8. My initial goal was to lose 30 lbs in 90 days.
2 years ago I weighed 175 and was determined to lose weight- and while flipping through the channels early one morning, I stumbled across this infomercial for Power 90.
I don't like infomercials- really.
I ordered this DVD and as soon as it came I got right into it- I couldn't follow their diet because it included a lot of fish and meat that I don't eat, but, I ended up just making up my own diet and limiting myself to around 1300 calories a day.
I knew just getting this DVD wasn't magic and that I would actually have to do all of the work- and I did, in exactly 90 days I went from 175-143. I was so happy... and I wasn't starving myself.
Throughout those 3 months I wore nothing but jogging pants and when the 90 days were up I tried on my size 14 jeans and they fell to the floor- imagine my surprise when I went clothes shopping grabbed a 12, then a 10, they were too big.. the 8 was perfect- I felt great! I felt good physically, emotionally, and mentally.... I never had so much energy in my life.
So here's the problem now- this past year I gained it all back and then some- back into the tight 14's, up to 186 as of this morning.. and I feel sick about it. I know what I need to do, I know I can do it because I did it before- I seem to keep making excuses as to why I can't exercise- and there really is no excuse.
2 years ago my youngest children were 4 and 2 and at home full time and I managed to pop in the DVD every morning and exercise while they were awake, they are now both in school full-time and I have more time than ever on my hands- yet I can't seem to get motivated enough to get my lazy butt going.
Last Monday I began walking the track a mile a day, and I was doing good- until today I didn't do it- my back was hurting and I made up excuse after excuse as to why I couldn't walk- then I got myself a hershey's bar.. I feel so uncomfortable-
I tried one of those weight loss forums, and I don't feel good about that place- it's not as supportive as SoulCast is - lol



