I've heard, and I've noticed it to be true, that when there's a lot going on in your waking life, it's a lot harder to remember your dreams. That's certainly true for me. I've been in the habit of recording my dreams every morning for the last two and a half years, and I can see the rise and fall of my dream frequency. Especially when I'm moving from one place to another, as I have so often this year. Or starting a new job, or a new class, or traveling. I can tell that this has been a pretty eventful year by the thickness of my dream journal. It's less than 25% as thick this year as it was by this time last year. And most of the dreams are making less of an impression.
I guess that's because a part of our dreams' job is to help us process issues that we're facing in our waking life, especially those emotional issues that we seem to avoid looking at. But when there's a lot going on in our lives, the problems, conflicts, and mundane events are staring us right in the face, and we have to deal with them head on. There's less work for the subconscious mind to do. So the subconscious takes a break and lets the conscious take over. There's no need for interpretation... we're dealing with the here and now... the obvious. There will be more time for exploring the recesses of our own minds later.
So what does this have to do with blogging? Well, I've noticed a huge difference in the quality of my blog lately. Whereas I used to address esoteric or abstract ideas, or contemplate cultural differences or pyschological quirks, lately, my blog has been all about me... and prolifically so... much to the chagrin, I'm sure, of many of my readers.
The thing is... there's just been so much going on in my life, that I have to deal with what's on my plate. And one way of dealing with that stuff is to blog about it. I know I'm excessively verbose, but it's therapeutic for me. And it's all pretty mundane and boring stuff, but it's what's on my mind. I just haven't had the time and energy to ponder the imponderables lately.
Every once in a while, I do think of a good blogging topic, and I jot it down for some day, but then whatever else is going on in my life always seems more urgent to get down on paper. And by the time I do that, I'm too tired to do anything else.
But I know that I'm going to get settled down soon, and the big changes won't be spaced so closely together. Then, I'll start dreaming again, and the old kruublogs will be back. Until then, I'll just have to ask you to bear with me.



