A classmate of mine from graduate studies came to the office for some requests. She was the same jolly person I've known, although we were not that close.
The main topic during this encounter was taking exams. You see, to be able to complete my masters degree, I have to take the comprehensive exams. I tried taking the exam 3 years ago. We were in the same group of examinees that time, and sadly, we failed.
Early this year, I saw that she was among the passers and have finally graduated. I longed to send her a congratulatory text message, but was not able to do so bacause she changed her numbers. Good thing she came, and I had that opportunity to greet her personally.
Honestly, I got scared in taking the exams again. I know during that first time that I needed to have more time and focus just to be able to pass that exam. But time and opportunity was not very kind to me, so I failed, and have taken every responsibility for that failure. But I am afraid to dare again. She prodded me to take the exams this coming December. I told her I'd think about it.
All my life, I have been so sure of myself. And all my life, I took a lot of exams and have passed. Except for 2 tests: an entrance exam in high school and that compre exam. These failures are lessons, I know.
The first test, I have overcome in due time. But this one, I am having second thoughts. But I can't turn my back.
Geez.



