I think Moon said it perfectly.
And being a 24/7 mother is a though job.
Maybe you are pretending too much from yourself...and surely you worry yourself sick....maybe its time that your dear husband stops his crazy schedule at leats for some days and run to your side. I dotn care his work schedule...family always comes first...does he know in which anguish you are, emotionally and physically?
moon - you are the first person to hit the nail on the head about how I am feeling... sometimes the forrest is so thick you go around in circles trying to find your way out. I am trying to write often... I hope it continues to help. THANK YOU
ginger- what a sweet soul you are... honey has begun to realize the gravity of the situation, and is taking the next few days to be here with me.
Namyo.....i am really glad to read your hubby has real love for you...
not every husband would agree to put aside work and committments to help their wives....i hope that from today you will start to feel better and better.....:-)