i was suppose to meet with Master tomorrow, but he cancelled on me...again! it hurts so bad, because i get so worked up and excited from wanting to see Him. it's like having the ladder pulled away and i fall all the way to rock bottom. it's my fault though, i shouldn't let myself get so excited....damn this soft heart of mine, my raw emotions, and jumping without looking first....
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collared_whore's_Master said on Sep 11, 2007....
Your feelings and longing for your Master is undoubtedly shared by all subs at some time or another. As long as you remember to please Him first and foremost, your needs will surely be taken care of.
Best wishes to you and your Master on this wonderful journey. Should you need to discuss things with other Doms/Masters or subs, there are plenty of U/us available here at SC.
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DaddysLittleSlut said on Feb 03, 2008....
I too feel like I'm so emotional about the attention from my Master. I cry if don't hear from him. I'm new to this and I think it taps into our very core of trust. I'm scared of trust. I've been hurt more times than not so, to submit so completely I am expecting to get hurt. I wait for the rejection. I crave reassurance but have to practice trust. It is hard for me.