i was given an assignment to write a very detailed report on my past sexual experiences by my Sire...i knew it would not be an easy task....i have a very colorful past to say the least...as i was writing, the words, feelings, and emotions just seemed to flood and over flow....and i think what i found the most shocking was the little details that i remembered...when i stopped writing a few minutes ago my heart was pounding and my hands shaking....it will be very interesting (and a little scary) to find out where this takes me....