I am so angry I don't know exactly why?  I wanna bang my head against the wall..kick this building til it topples down rip my hair off and scream my voice to silence...I feel like i've been angry all my life...this pent up emotion is killing me..I want to do all those things but the fact that I can't do them drives me crazy..I feel so stressed because I can't let go of everything...why do I have to think even if I don't want to? why do I have to do things I don't want to????  Why do people do things they don't want other people to do to them?

I am two days away from that BIG DAY and I don't know how I'll survive til then..I just want to get it over with......"LPFJ vsm[0w3u9bijh;lkgjoi

Let's get it over with

P.S.   Do you think I'm crazy?