still no computer monitor. i dont know when my mother will buy me. so here i am in an internet cafe on a sunday. i was so bored at home that i decided to just go here in a mall than stay home and face my cousin who is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!! honestly i dont know what my problem is but he is making me miserable. i mean there are times that we get along fine but sometimes he makes me mad! he had this know-it-all attitude that drives me insane. he thinks he's better than everybody!!! anyway i decided to go here alone without him.
so what's been going on in my life right now? except that i terribly miss soulcast. my grandma is ok and i wanna thank you guys for your prayers and support. my school life still sucks. and i still hate it. i think i flunk some of my midterm exams although there's still the finals right? who the hell am i kidding?
a few days ago a friend notice something that most people already notice but didnt have the balls to tell me in face. well, some soulcasters already told me about this. she said i' not happy with my course. it's like i'm always tired. maybe i should give up and enrol into anothercourse. she suggested i should take up literature or something. maybe a business degree. beucase she could see it in my face that i'm not happy. you know she's right. but...
big but... i dont want to quit just because i dont feel like it. i want to finish what i started. i know this is hard but i dont wanna quit college just because i dont feel it. i guess i just needed an inspiration or motivation to finish this...
well that's all i could ramble right now. i wanna relax and just have a clear head before i decide anything. i'm gonna watch "evan almighty" i love steve carrell he's so funny!
maybe later i could decide what i really want in my life... =)
miss you guys!!!!! i miss soulcast!!!!!
update me please!!!!
keep on blogging!!! =)
