oh my goodness!! i'm too old to feel like this..this feeling reminds me of childhood crushes...getting high with the simple remembrance of a certain face, a simple gesture, a few words....Is there an age limit to this? I just hope there is. I'm getting tired of getting high without the full realization of what it really is. Do married people also feel this kinda feeling?..It makes me shudder even though the weather's warm..I'm way past the stage when a declaration of that L word could make me go ahhhhhh!!! I'm not even sure if it's heartfelt..But why can't I restrain myself from reacting like this? After all the things I learned about this crazy thing whatever it is...Am I making any sense? Oh my goodness!! Somebody please, talk some sense into me..I'm looking forward for later when I could rest my eyes on him and exchange a few words..poor fellow.



