I had such an awful morning. Actually it started the night before. Everything was going well with MSHM until I called him using the IDD call card. Everytime that I call, a different number will appear on his screen and that made him think that I have so many numbers... it's just stupid when I think about it again. I mean, really - why would I want to have so many phone numbers? I thought I was the one with trust issues!! Arrrrgghhhh!!!

I was hoping to come in late to work today as I didn't get any sleep but early morning I received an sms from my colleague saying that she's not feeling well so taking the day off. I had to go early because VIPs are coming to visit the academy.

Then when I got ready to leave, I realised that I left my office keys - in the office! So I had to call up my boss and made arrangement to get the spare keys from him. Drove to the headquarters which is just 10mins away from my house. I got out from the house early. VIPs are coming at 12noon so I had time. Time was on my side. Got the keys and drove out to my academy which is 15mins away from the HQ. That was 11.30am. I had time to make it by 12noon. Or did I?? Noooooo....... there was a massive jam and I wanted to avoid it, took a wrong turning and I was driving opposite my destination! So instead of arriving on time, I arrived at 12.30pm!! Oh boy.... I was so upset. I was trying to stay positive in the car, saying all those 'Secret' stuff.... and well... I was too late. Way too late! The big boss arrived and tild me that the VIPs are having lunch first and will be at the academy just now. He said in a tone and I was like.. yeah sure, whatever. My fault. I already texted him earlier and apologised. The least he could do was acknowledged it. It wasn't like it was my intention to be late. For the fun of it. I just want to vent right now.

It's just such a beautiful morning when I went out but everything turned out bad. Now, I am at work and my bf is not online and I have no idea if he's still upset or not. I am effing upset over everything..... I really really hope things will get better by late evening....