Tonight there was a little festival in my town, and I really wanted to go, but I had no one to go with. Isn't that horrible? I hate being lonely. I realize that I don't do a lot of things unless I have someone else to do them with. I once took a drastic chance and went to a concert at MSG to see my favorite performer. It was a fluke, because I somehow managed to get a close up seat and I wasn't going to miss out on that!! It turned out to be the best decision of my life; it was hella fun! Still, I'm feeling kinda low right now. I need to sleep; I'll feel better in the morning.