• CamDaMan20 said on Aug 14, 2007....

  Honestly, you were used as a tool to attack someone the majority dislikes due to the position against porn in SC.  You served a purpose for them then, you are now longer usable to them, thus no need to fake anymore.  They need no one, but themselves and their own agenda's.  Frankly, neither you or I fit these peoples world, thats because its their own little world.
  
  Its a throw away society, use it and toss it.  Your just noticing now is all.
  
  I hold no bad feelings towards you, shit happens and you move on.
  
  Cam.
  
  
  

• Zayda said on Aug 14, 2007....

  Actually, QP, I read all your posts. I just don't always have time to comment on all of them. :P

• silverwhisper said on Aug 14, 2007....

  if you want to try a different kind of experiment, write a blog entry saying something nice about someone--say, creativewoman--and see how it does.
  
  ed

• queenparanoia said on Aug 14, 2007....

  this is just an experiment people. and ed. i am nice. it's just can't help it sometimes. if you know what i mean.

• queenparanoia said on Aug 14, 2007....

  cam: i dont have any hard feelings toward you too. i know we had some drama back then but i'm so over it. just like cops i could be civil towards you. and eventhough you blocked me i dont care.
   
  zayda:  read your posts too!!! but i dont comment because sometimes i think people already said what i am about to say... =)

• Zayda said on Aug 14, 2007....

  i'm like that too, sometimes, what i want to say has been said by ten other people. so i just skip commenting.
  
  
  i'm working my way backwards through your more recent posts. i've been swamped with work lately. i am taking a tiny break from my to-do list right now, but i'm about to head back to it before it grows longer.

• silverwhisper said on Aug 14, 2007....

  [trout-smacks queen]

• Eilan said on Aug 14, 2007....

  I'm only reading this post because I thought you were mad at me for coveting your penis ashtray. *winks*

• wombat said on Aug 14, 2007....

  I always read your posts and try to comment to most of them.  I like your pics and videos (but you know that).  I have to admit, you got me good on this one.  I felt singled out for a second--as if I was the only one who clicked on and you were talking about me.  lol.  I understand, though.  I do try not to care how many comment on my posts, though, and just enjoy the ones that do.  And am always happy just to hear that I have not made a mistake and offended someone or something.  When I can go to bed happy that I had a good time on here, that seems to be all I could ask for.

• minniemouse said on Aug 14, 2007....

  "Fuck You" is a very strong statement...it catches your attention, for better or worse.....I came to the post to read it, because I was worried about you, queenie.  I thought someone had hurt you.  Like Zayda, I read all your posts, but I don't always comment.  I'm usually doing 5 things at once, I'm sad to admit.  I don't get a lot of comments on my posts either, but there's really not much we can do about that....people will either comment or they wont.....just blog about what interests you and your feelings and enjoy the people and friends that do comment.  :-)  Minnie

• fearing said on Aug 14, 2007....

  Queen - I usually read most of what you write too.  The past couple of weeks I've been focusing on a personal emotional breakdown and how to not have one.  That has been where most of my energy has gone lately.  I'm sorry for not writing to you.  I have thought about you lots - even when I'm not on SC I wonder how you are.  Hope you'll forgive me for not saying anything. 
  

• Suddenrain said on Aug 14, 2007....

  Queen, I agree with MinnieM. I saw the title and thought someone was giving you a hard time. I only comment on things I relate to. It has nothing to do with you personally. I read and if I relate to it, I comment. If someone has already said what I was going to say, then I will agree with what someone else said, and that becomes my comment. Sometimes I read, and I'm speechless or can't find the right words to convey what I feel or I just plain don't want to say what I'm feeling. It's nothing to do with forgetting, ignoring or passing over someone. It's all about how I feel about the subject. Hugggs to you. :-)

• CreativeWoman said on Aug 14, 2007....

  I read a lot of your posts queen.  If I've been there, I comment.  I like you a lot.  :-)
  
  CW
  

• sweet_cookie01 said on Aug 14, 2007....

  oh so this is the one... giggle... by the way thanks for the chat last night... it made me feel better and somehow i was able to sleep feeling not too depress... thanks queen!

• petitepapillon said on Aug 14, 2007....

  I used to read most of your posts, qp, but haven't able to for awhile since I've been dealing with some personal stuff. But I'm back now and will be looking forward to your posts again.

• CamDaMan20 said on Aug 14, 2007....

  *wink  ;-p...
  
  Cam. 

• queenparanoia said on Aug 14, 2007....

  awwwwwwwwww guys nobody offended me. i just feel bad that nobody reads me. can't help it! i'm an attention whore!!!!!!! but i 'm okay now. now i know i have friends here... thanks for the comments... =)
  
  zayda: i'm busy with school too!!! can you believe i have 5 user pages to read?
  
  ed: ouch... =)
  
   eilan: i could share my penis with you... ;)
  
  wombie: i know you always read me!!! and i love you for that!!! =)
  
  minnie:  thanks for that. this is just a social experiment i'm trying to conduct. it just proves that so many people cared if i'm in a fight again... thanks for showing that you care...
  
  fearing don't worry, i know that you are busy! so am i!
  
  suddenrain thanks for the hugs dear... =)
  
  CW: i like you too! today i bought an avon product and think of you!!!
  
  sweet: i'm glad that it made you feel better! i hope you could watch more scary movies and then try to scare me!!!!!!!!!! =) hehehehehhe
  
  petite! hello girl i miss you!! i know youve been busy lately so dont worry about it.
  
  cam:
  
  
  

• mom said on Aug 15, 2007....

  Queen- I am a war monger at heart and if I see trauma, it pulls me in.  I have been remiss in keeping up with my friends.  I am really sorry, and will try to do better.  Please smile and be happy.  Remember the squeaky wheel gets greased. :)

• jadestar said on Aug 15, 2007....

  Queen - I read you when I can. See, I don't have internet at home so I sneak in here at work (it's that or pick my nose). The thing is my time here is limited - so sometimes I have to just gloss over some stuff so that I get to read bits about everybody. This is probably why very often I don't know what's going on, but aaaanyway........
  You're a hard core chick - a bit scary too sometimes but you're still sweet...so I'll TRY pay more attention - but I can't promise - ok?

• kruuyai said on Aug 15, 2007....

  queenie:  LOL.. don't feel bad... you get lots more readers than I do, and I'm still writing.  I don't read every single one of your posts (or every single one of anybody's posts for that matter), but I do read you, and I usually comment when I do, so you'll know when I've been around.  (oops, just gave myself away).  Anyway, you know you're one of my favorites here, because I nominated one of your posts for the top 5 soulcast posts, and it wasn't a rant post, either.  Re: ed's suggestion about posting something nice, somebody did that recently to see what would happen.  His name was TheWatcher.  He only posted really nice comments on people's blogs and made a post himself about how he wanted to be a guardian angel an watch over us.  He only commented in a way that he sincerely felt, and within an hour, he was flooded with responses to his post.  Unfortunately, some people became suspicious, because he wasn't using his regular username, so their cynical comments kind of ruined his intent.  Really unfortunate.  And dumb... considering that we're all anonymous here, anyway.

• ZsuzsiO said on Aug 15, 2007....

  I'm gonna be honest. I only read this one because I thought I am going to learn why SC members are complaining lately. I am not a big reader, only lately started to do so. I am so out of the picture I have no idea what is the big stear about, so I was hoping to catch it's tail.
  I usually DON'T read negative posts. I only read those that I feel I might connect with.
   
  By the way, I am writting blogs left and rigth, and I only have one faithfull commenter, and mostly no one else responds. It feels bad some times to see that other people can write about the color of their underwear and they'll get tons of reply, yet you can write about major stuff and find that not one soul(cast) took his time to let you know they've read you. But that is how communities work. And maybe what's interesting to us isn't interesting at all to others. Or we should comment more often to let those others know we are here too.
   
  I am fine with the way things work here. I am developing friendships and when I really do need back up, I am never left alone. People are people. Trigger them with a juicy FU and they'll respond =]
   
  Z

• kruuyai said on Aug 15, 2007....

  Hi Zsu:  You hit it right on the nail when you said "that is how communities work."  I think that here, as in real life, most people are interested in fluff.   It's like the difference between small talk and a real conversation.  That's why I can't do parties.  Nobody wants to talk to me, because I want to have a real conversation, and they just want to make some standard or witty remark, and then move on.  It was actually an eye opener for me last month during an exercise at a language class I was attending.  We learned how to introduce ourselves, and the exercise was to mingle as if we were at a cocktail party, and introduce ourselves to as many people as possible.  Introduce, move on... introduce, move on.  Maybe ask how someone was.  They give a standard answer, and then... move on.  I thought, "Is this what people are looking for at cocktail parties?"  I guess it is.  As soon as I start to talk about anything real in any of those situations, I see people's eyes glassing over as they scan the room for somebody else to swoop down on.  There is panic in their eyes... "ahhhhhhh, get me out of here... she actually wants to talk!"  LOL.   So, I generally avoid cocktail parties.  Once in a while, here, I'll go for some fluff, too.  Especially if I'm tired.  And, on rare occasion, I'll post some fluff (we all need attention sometimes).  I've found the secret... all you have to do is write  for your post's description, "It's a simple question" and they will knock each other over getting to your site.  You don't even have to respond!  LOL  I guess the one positive thing I can say about those kinds of posts is that they sometimes generate some banter that is kind of fun and helps people to get to know each other in a more relaxed way.   So, it's all okay.  "We're all alright, we're all alright... Mommy's alright, Daddy's alright, they just seem a little weird.. Surrender!  Surrender!  But don't give yourself away..."  - Cheap Trick

• kruuyai said on Aug 15, 2007....

  You know?  I was so inspired by that last comment that I wrote, that I think I'm going to go post a bit of fluff!  LOL

• jadestar said on Aug 15, 2007....

  well - it was a rather insightful comment, kru - it even gave me some insight to myself...now that's scary...
  so, I'll be looking out for your fluff.......I'm pretty sure that sounds bad...but I was trying to pick up on your wit...but now I just feel...cheap..........
  um, I'm going to go find arms for a battle of wit...........

• kruuyai said on Aug 15, 2007....

  jade:  I'm sorry I made you feel cheap.  I hope you don't feel used, too.  

• jadestar said on Aug 15, 2007....

  no no ...YOU didn't make me feel cheap.....I just somehow manage to do that to myself....never fear...it's all behind me now.........

• kruuyai said on Aug 15, 2007....

  = )

• queenparanoia said on Aug 15, 2007....

  mom: you dont have to explain yourself i know youve just came from the hospital. you know youre one of my first freind here and i'm grateful for that... =)
   
  kruu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna cry when i read your comment!!!!!!! i dont feel bad now... =) anyway i should be theone apologizing to you!!!!! i read your posts late!!!!!!!!! well its because iut's too long and i really want to concentrate when i read you... =) by the way i enjoy reading your pirates posts... =)
   
  zsu 

• queenparanoia said on Aug 15, 2007....

  zsu welcome to my blog! dont worry i'll read yous posts. well sometime i choose what i read too. so i understand.
   
  jade!!!! dont feel bad i understand what you mean i have to sneak when i soulcast. i know all of your guys are busy so dont worry last night i ty[pe this because i was frustarted and i did it as a social experiment. it proves that many people do care... =)

• silverwhisper said on Aug 15, 2007....

  queen, i don't like it when other people use blog entries or comments as "experiments". i like it even less when someone i actually like does it.
  
  ed

• Actorguy said on Aug 15, 2007....

  I have no idea what to say Queenie but just wanted to let you know I was here.  I'm such a dork....I opened this post twice yesterday and all I saw was "I thought so..". I thought something was wrong with the post!  It took me until the third try to realize that I had scroll down to see the rest!

• queenparanoia said on Aug 15, 2007....

  ed....
   
  actorguy. dont worry no harm done... =)

• RollingC said on Aug 15, 2007....

  Same thing happened to me as actorguy...lol.  Queen don't feel bad. I read your post too but many times don't comment due to either lack of time or someone already put down what I would've said.
  Lately I've been kinda busy and have limited time to read at Soulcast.
  Rc
  

• husbandhater said on Aug 15, 2007....

  I'm on here like an average of every 3days sometimes more when I can sneak it in Queen P. I read you honey. We're listening to you Ranting raving Mad or not.

• skald said on Aug 15, 2007....

  Queen.  i sure read your blogs. This happens to all of us when we write something that is dear to us there might be very few views but then you write something and you don't expect any reactions but you get them. Me, I like getting comments from the ones that usually comment like you. I really get scared if there is too much attention to my post, not that I don't like it but I want to be appreciated for what I am not for some other reasons and I don't write anything just for the attention. Queen stay as you are you are a wonderful girl but stop being so angry it destroys you. Luv. 

• biglove said on Aug 15, 2007....

  Queen, I read you too...actually, I read a lot of people but don't really comment very often anymore, because I don't really have anything new to add. Besides, your right....it takes something like "FUCK YOU" to get the attention of most people around here....interesting I think.

• RollingC said on Aug 15, 2007....

  Oh btw...I forgot to ask...was the title to this blog an invitation ? 
  
  

• AlisonMarie19 said on Aug 15, 2007....

  Hey Queenie~~~~

  It's the same reason that my two most popular posts are about Cops. Because people like fights... it's like a train-wreck... can't bear to watch, but you can't tear yourself away.

  I read you sweetie, but often don't comment because nothing profound comes to mind. I know I've read and reread your posts about Pipa, cause I like the video/pictures... :)

                               love,

                                          ali   =(^_^)=

• kruuyai said on Aug 15, 2007....

  queen:  No need to apologize at all.  Actually, I'm flattered that you bother to go back and read my old posts.  Most people don't do that.  I'm glad you liked the pirate posts.  I had fun writing them... and fantasizing about them... oh my, here I go again. = )
  
  

• queenparanoia said on Aug 16, 2007....

  it's okay rollinc...

  HH: i love reading you blog too!!! please dont leave!!!!!!!!!!!!

  skald: thanks for the advice! i love reading your posts too! i feel like i'm in iceland with you!!! =)

   

   

   

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