So I have internet access from home now. It's about time! My father and I made a scene (a small one *smile*) at the telecommunication centre and had everything up and about by evening the same day. Happy? Extremely! Now I will be able to do alot of research on my assignments (at any time!), chat with MSHM during my off day and of course, blog more often! Not just here but on my blogspot - which I seem to write a whole lot more.. I wonder why. It should be easier here as everyone doesn't know, where else on blogspot, practically everyone I know has the URL and not that easy for me to write whatever is on my mind, especially if what's on my mind consist of my family, colleagues and well, people that know me personally!
I had a bit of a misunderstanding (if I could call it that?) with MSHM earlier. He said that it's getting more frustrating than ever. Not being able to have, talk, chat, cam etc with me whenever he really needed to. Dude, you're not alone! Then he added that, he wasn't so sure if I would even want to make it there and that if that is the case, "what's the use anymore?" WTF!
I have been doing everything I can over here to make it there as soon as possible. It's just not about meeting him, it's also about my needing a vacation! I really need one and I want it to be almost perfect, if not perfect (who am I kidding, nothing and nobody is perfect!). I'm a bit of a perfectionist - need a lot of time to think things through and decide on something. I want to make sure everything is in order before I go... and what do you know? The dates that I planned to go, flights are not available so now, I might have to fly off this coming weekend. That is SOON! Anyway, it hurts that he can't see that I am planning to go there and I really want to make it there - soon.
A lot of times lately, that's all we do - argue about petty things and I don't really blame him for doing whatever he's doing as I am like that as well. Always annoying the one I love when things don't go our way or whatever.
Gee whizz I am ranting. The whole point of blogging, hey! It's almost 0100hrs where I am at. I better get some sleep!!!!
