My stomach churns at the thought of that BIG day.  i just hope I won't have that blooper moment again (CEBU '98).  Why do i have to go through all these?  Can't I just jump the gun and get down straight to business?  I feel that I have chosen the wrong path.  The moment I stepped on this pebbled pathwalk, I realized my feet weren't cut for this kind of walk.  But I guess I I've traveled a long way to turn back.  And what I feel may not necessarily be true.  Uhuh.  I guess there's nothing left for me to do but to TRUST HIM who has brought me this far.  He prepared this way for me and who am I to question the wisdom of His actions?  I may be as boneless as a jellyfish, as inconsistent as the weather but stil.. I feel secure 'coz I'm sure that He is mine and I am His.