Wow. I haven't been able to write in an eternity! I've been rushing around trying to fulfill my supervisor's every whim during the day, and scurrying to my statistics class after work. In the evenings, I care for my husband, who has a permanent disability; so he requires help with almost all daily functions of living (aside from the regular time that I devote to nurturing our actual relationship). Thank God my internship is almost complete; otherwise I might truly die from lack of sleep.

I awoke this morning before the alarm went off, which gave me a false sense of control over my life. "Hmmm...go back to bed? Get up and arrive at work early?" Stupidly, I decided not to go back to bed. I know, I know; I'll thank myself after I have completed all of my work hours. But right now I am pissed and exhausted, and since no one else has done anything to annoy me yet, I have to be mad at myself...for now.

I'm so tired that I actually have a headache. I cannot imagine going to class tonight. I walk about a mile to get to class because I don't have any time to exercise. So that's about 6 miles per week; not bad considering that I'm too lazy to get up off of my ass the rest of the time. I used to work out vigorously and daily. My only question is, who was that person? Do I know her? I was one of those chicks who used the StairMaster, treadmill, and rowing machine for 2 hours per day. It took me another hour to make myself presentable after my workout. That's pretty much 18.5 wasted hours per week for 2 years straight. I must have been insane! That shit was torture!

Oh, the good news of the day has arrived! The coffee pot in the office is broken! Hallelujah! Now I do have someone to be mad at (besides myself)! I just have to figure out who this evil individual is. Now I not only have to actually leave the office to get a cup of coffee, but I will be forced to pay market price for my coffee. No, barista, it does not help that I have your special "discount card" that entitles me to one free cup of coffee for every 12 cups of coffee I purchase; I still have to pay for the 12 cups of coffee! Lets reconfigure that scenario. How about I pay for one cup, and get 12 cups free? Now we're in business! As another benefit, I'll never have to worry about sleeping again! And I might even go back to working out for 2 hours per day!